Crash and Burn
He says I'm beautiful
She says I'm ugly
She sleeps next to me
While he's at home lonley
I dreamt of flowers
She dreamt of me
Loving me and smothering me
To much pressure
She puts on me
He makes me anxious
Full of doubt
Not sure if it's me
Or if it him
One has known me 18+ years
While the other only 18+ months
Am I crazy
Am I in love
I'd loose it all to him
She would kill me if she knew that
Or would she be grateful that I'm gone
She acts like she Knows me
She hurt me
Stones me
He puts his arms around me
To protect me
Love me
She loves me to
He hurts me to
It's not all one sided
I would do anything for him
She would do anything for me
Lonley
Depressed
Anxious
Happy
Scared
Sad
Violent
Words to describe me
I'm alone because of her
I'm held together by him
I'm on a wire
People shake my boat
Like blistering storms
I feel alone
By two breaking strands of thread
