Now That You've Touched Me
Where were you when I laid on my bed?
When I laid down and stared at the ceiling?
Wondering how I have become to feel worthless because of him?
Where were you when I thought of suicide at the age of nine?
Where were you when he was touching me?
Where were you when I cried myself to sleep, because I felt unworthy?
Where were you when I ran outside because I couldn't' stand to be in the same room as him?
When I couldn't stand knowing the fact that he was breathing the same air as I was.........
Now that you've touched me and made me hate myself even more.....
How do you feel knowing that you left an unremovable scar on my body?
Where were you when I walked for miles and miles with rain pouring all over me.....
Hoping that the rain will wash away his hands and erase the memory of him in my life?
Where were you when I was contemplating whether to kill myself or wait for you to save me?
Where were you when the thought of him touching made me feel nauseated?
Where were you when I wanted you to rescue me from my suicidal thoughts?
Now that you've touched me......
You've made me feel unloved and unwanted ....
Where were you when he sat there begging me to be with him?
When in reality I was just a sex symbol to him?
Where were you when I needed you the most?
All he ever saw was something he could make unclean with hands(MY BODY).....
Where were you when I cried and wished I were a boy so he wouldn't touch me?
Do you know that I cried till the tears dried out?
Where were you when I stood at the edge of the door waiting to jump off the train?
When I tried to run away from everything only to find out that I was running away from myself....
When I felt trapped in my own skin because of him....
Where were you?
Now that you've touched me I'm afraid of every male figure who his age....
I'm afraid that they will all turn out to be like him...
Where were you when he was beating me with his metallic belt?
When in reality it was you who had stolen from him....
Where were you? I ask you again Where were you?
Are you going to sit there and act like you don't hear a word I'm saying?
Dammit answer my question...
Where were you?
When I walked miles and miles trying to run away from what I called home....
But was it real home ? Cause to me it felt like I was stranger in her house.....
It was your home not MINE...
Now that you've touched me and made me hate my breast that you constantly squeezed whenever you felt like....
Where were you when he walked in the room naked at 4 A.M.....
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Here Alone
Short StoryThese are just random short stories I write whenever I can't sleep. Don't get confused none of the things I write occurred. I write these stories for people who enjoy reading short stories before bed.
