My Living Hell (Completed)

Chapter 24

Unknown pov

Once in a while, I will feel a sharp pain in my neck but when I check to see what it is nothing's there. Not a single scratch, scar, mark, or bug. This confuses me. How can I feel something that's not there? I start to just blame it on my muscles, but I know that that's not it.

I'm starting to remember my dreams, little by little. I can remember what the voices in my head sound like, but I can't remember what the guy with deep blue- green eyes, or the other one with dark green eyes voices sound like. I can remember their faces, but not their voices.

The voices in my head are finally clear, there is no more static. One of the voices sounds sweet and as if she has seen a lot of pain. She has told me that she is my wolf. That she has been with me since birth, but she can't remember the past either. She only remembers what I remember. Same with the other one. My wolf is calm and quiet, but she isn't a submissive. She says that with the power we have that we are the daughter of an Alpha. Making us an alpha as well. She has been the one guiding me through this forest. Searching for something that is calling her. Something she doesn't know if it still exist.

The other has an alto voice that sounds like a sad melody. Her voice is unfamiliar to me. She guides me as well when my wolf is uncertain of which direction to go. She says that she hasn't been with me since birth, but has recently appeared in my mind. She says that she is part demon and something else. She can't remember, because I can't remember either. I don't understand how I'm supposed to remember something that I've never known. The voices in my head are my only company, in this dark forest.

I only have one true problem. I still do not know my name.

Aiden's pov

I wake up at night hearing her voice. Seeing her die over and over. The image never stops, even when I wake up. The dreams never stop, all they do is repeat. I've spent countless nights awake staring at my ceiling fearing the dreams. They haunt me at night.

I can't hide the fact that I haven't had a good nights sleep since the dreams have started, but I'm not the only one. Chandranath looks as if he can be a vampire himself. He hasn't had a decent sleep in a long while. I've asked him if he's had the dreams of Ash dying, but he claims that he doesn't. That his alpha duties have doubled keeping him from sleep.

I often find myself wondering if he ever once loved Ash as a mate and not just a toy. Because that's what it looks like. Like he's sad his favorite toy is gone but didn't truly care for it the first place. He's young and inconsiderate. He mated another female wolf, because he was starting to lose it. His youth is what lets him see possibilities of the future, but it also inhibits him from seeing true beauty.

In a while I will snap to attention and see a dark forest, but I don't know where I am. I get a feeling of lost. As if I don't know who I am or if I'm even alive. Then I'm back to where I really am, confused about what I've just seen. It doesn't take me long to forget it though. My royal duties help to distract me from my lost mate.

My demon though is dormant. He is still there, but he seems to be waiting. Waiting and calling something closer. These last few days he has started to awaken. I'm guessing that whatever he has been calling is close. When it arrives I don't think I'll have the strength to fight my demon for control of my body.