Nagito X Reader: Creating A New Hope (Sequel!)

Memories

**********YOUR POV********

"Anyway enough explaining of that picture. Please sigh it for me, we all look up to you." Kotoko said while looking up at me.

A bit confused, I decided to sign it. To be honest I just wanted to get away and back to the safety of Nagito. I guess he was right.... he did say not to come out here. But if it will result in making a little girl happy I guess I won't regret it.
What she said ran through my head.... Hajime...Izuru...Everyone... I hope there ok.. i wonder if they have woken up from that nightmare of a reality...
After I finished signing the paper she jumped around happily "Thanks alot, this means alot to us. We admire what you did in the virtual killing game. You told the truth to Hajime and the others, your not like them other filthy adults. Your our True saviour and leader, you cared for Nagito... Your amazing! Your just like...just like...." Her eyes started to water. But then she smiled and said "Well I better go now, I'm sure I will see you in the near future! Bai". She started to skip away.
Her words still replaying in my mind....'we' who are we. She refered to herself as we.
Shouting I said "Who is we! What do you mean?"

She turned around and shouted back "The surviors of the Warriors of hope course! Silly" She laughed then walked away.
She left me standing there...Warriors of hope, I had heard that name before...And what about this 'True Leader' thing.

Slowly everything in my mind start to fit together.

🔸Monaca
🔹Promise with Nagito
🔸Remants of Despair
🔹Warriors of Hope
🔸Despair
🔹Kotoko talk about adults
🔸Monocuma
🔹Junko
🔸Nagito atlternative name 'Servant'
🔹Monaca calling me Mum
🔸'H' and 'D'
🔹Relationship between Everyone
🔸???

These are all connected. I know... somewhere in my head I know this infomation. But its all foggy... I can't remember... It hurts to try and think about it.
Cluching my head I sink to the ground, No... Its too confusing I can't do it. But part of my really wants to learn the truth. I want to know its justt I can't.... these thoughs fight in my head. I dont want to argue, i dont care.. I just... I just want to sleep and be at peace.

*********Your Dream *******

A battle raged out in Towa City. All the kids had Monocuma helmets on were killing adults and there were wild Monocuma running around destroying everything in sight. The Warriors of Hope where the mastermind behind this catastraphy. who all worshipped Monaca.
The warriors of Hope were are group of Students who were abused at home in one form or the other, they had decided as a group to commit Suicide. While they lined up on the roof awaiting their doom and figure appeared. Her name was Junko, she told the kids that they could live. and be free from the adults in this world. Create a new paradise.
Junko was killed in the First Mutual Killing game, which lead Monaca into despair. There was no other adult like Junko and she wanted to create a Heaven for Kids only. So using her dad's authority she managed to create an Army of Monocumas which she let rampage on the Island. Giving the children a mind control Device which made them hurt or kill adults and protected them from the Monocumas.
Junko was the children's saviour and they just wanted to copy junko. though Monaca had a different idea, She didnt have Junko in her mind. She just wanted to be the Ruler of a kid's paradise. She fooled everyone in the Warriors of Hope.
There was one person who served them.... His face was misty.... He begged for his life, that how he became there slave. He was also someone that helped Komaru Naegi, who defeated the Warriors of Hope.
The servant ended up Saving Monaca and promised to make her more like Junko. as he was the person who knew her the most. He loved her and Hated her, He wanted to be the one to kill her. And his Name was Nagito Komeada.....

*********Your POV*********

I wake up in a sweat. I remember... I remember an the inncident which happened in those 2 years. I remeber how Nagito went to help the Warrioirs of despair.
I remeber everything, how it was in the news.... who they were, that they did and how many people died.
Why do I remeber that and Nothing else.... its all too confusing.. Did Nagito really serve them all. People who where trying to kill adults? But then again he did help that girl... who knows....
Slowly I make my way into the house through the back enterance to avoid the crowd of people. Nagito was still sitting there reading a newpaper and then he grinned and asked me "How was it, did you sigh anything?".
I sigh as he looked around at me with a 'Told ya so' kinda face.
He could obviously see that I had been dragged through the crowd by looking at the state of my hair. Which now resembled a h/c Bird's nest.
I reply with just "I'm going up stairs to have a Bath/Shower".
I didnt know what to think of him, he helped kill tons of people but also gave Hope to the city.... Despair or Hope. All he wants is complete one or the other, but he cant even decided what side he is on himself.
In the midst of Despair he will be the shining Hope, But in the presents of Hope he will be the darkest despair.... Its like he ahead of the game. There cannot be Hope without despair, Hope will always follow despair and despair will always destroyed by Hope. Its a neverending cycle.
Its like his Lucky really. He goes from one extreme to the other, never settling down.
I just wish he could find peace and get off this Rollercoster of a Life.....

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I know I haven't updated in a long time but I was worried about my GCSE results and etc etc.

Plus I have been busy Roleplaying XD

Lucky I got the results to get into the school i wanted next year and i will be boarding. Yay, maybe I will have more time to write them.

My life seems like a rollercoster atm...XD

Thanks for reading and supporting me

Lunanime xx