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Chapter Six 'JUDGE AND EXECUTIONER'

I was the judge and the executioner to the Fae kind? I was terrified because those words 'judge and executioner' did not sound good to my health and long life.

I already had a horrible family out to make my life miserable, an old disgusting pervert for a fiance, a guy that I was almost sure was my soulmate ignoring me, a terrifying thing because it sure as hell didn't look Fae looking for me and now I had a task that could bring me enemies.
I knew I needed to learn to Master my gifts but how was I going to learn and hide them at the same time?

I needed to start coming out with ideas to get out of marrying Samuel Jacob Azariah instead of fearing for my life and the unknown but clearly it was inevitable.

I could genuinely say that I was overwhelmed and a little bit lost.
One good thing about being me at the moment though, I think I made a friend today. Celeste, and I was feeling good about that.

With that thought in mind I closed my eyes and tried to go to sleep, and boy was I glad the day was finally over.

Chronicles Academy was turning out to be more challenging than fun and the fact that I had to deal with my half brothers and sister's wrath just made me deflect like a balloon.

What was I going to do?
They were determined to make me leave or miserable. Was that the aim all along, to frustrate me until I decided to leave? There was no way in hell I would choose Samuel Azariah over the academy. I needed him as far away from me as possible.

Talking about guys, I needed to know if my sister's boyfriend was my soulmate or not, and if he was, why was he acting so callously? Didn't he feel the attraction? Didn't he want to be with me, at least in my vision he didn't want that.

I needed him to choose me.
All my life, I have been overlooked by those who are supposed to love and care for me, I needed him to be that one person who willingly wanted to love me with everything he had.
I knew if he was my soulmate then something was very wrong and I didn't think I could fight for him like that. I wasn't strong enough to convince him to love me, how could I when I had failed at convincing my own family that I was worthy?

If my family continued with their tactics, I would lose my freedom, my fresh start without the cursed family name following me around like bad rash, look at me being rebellious with my thoughts. I quietly and discreetly laughed at how pathatic my life was.
I needed this.

How was I going to make them avoid me?

So many things to do and so little time to do it. I couldn't even confide in anyone, maybe Celeste but I needed to get to know her first before I told her my deepest and darkest secrets. I couldn't risk confiding in the wrong person because my secrets could be the death of me.
The door opened and I quickly faced the wall and pretended like I was sleeping. I know it was mean but I just wanted to think without making an effort to talk to someone I was hoping would be my friend.
Falling asleep was hard but when I finally did I was terrified.

"What do you mean you haven't found the vessel yet? I give you a year...if by that time he is not in my grasp, you won't like your fate." The Destroyer screamed.

A year? I really was running out of time on everything. My marriage was in a year's time. My life was running out like sand in an hourglass if the Destroyer had anything to do with it.
I needed to find people I could trust and who would have my back and help me reach my potential so that when this war came to my doorstep, I would be able to fight with everything that I had. I deseved the chance to fall in love, to laugh, to cry tears of joy, to have a family of my own that wanted and needed me but most importantly, I deserved to live.
I wasn't going to take this lying down.
I was stronger than this.
I was the Creator's vessel.
I was going to learn to do what I was created to do.
I was going to conquer and not fall by my enemies hand.
I was going to find my mother.
I needed to learn to protect me first though.

The next morning I did everything in a hurry because I was in a mission to find someone trustworthy to teach me everything there was to know about my Creator given task. I had enemies that wouldn't hesitate to kill me if I didn't know how to defend myself, I needed to know how to fight, use my powers and clearly control my visions because they were going to save my life one day. They gave me an edge over my enemy. I was a step ahead of him even if it was just a small step, it was a step enough to strategize so I could live.

I realised that my life wasn't as smooth as I thought it would be since coming to Chronicles Academy. It was one thing after another. Not a smooth learning experience I had thought I would have. It was honestly a little bit disheartening. Where was the teenage drama everyone always talked about? Having two guys fight over you whilst you liked the third guy who was actually in love with your best friend? A part of me had genuinely hoped that boys and my half-siblings were the only obstacles in my way when it came to this school, apparently I was mistaken. They were just an annoyance now that I needed to cleverly discipline so they would back off, I just needed to do it in a clever way that I could easily deny.

Now I had Destroyer's attention, it was a matter of time before he realised that it was a possibility to have a female vessel as well.
I was terrified but one thing I knew is that I truly needed an ally who would benefit me. Who though?
I left the dorm and sat outside at a small yet gorgeous garden with different flowers that begged me to stand up and take a sniff. I had to force myself to focus on the problem at hand.

Who could I trust but then again the sure answer was no one but I would die if I did that, hid my powers and never learn anything.

I took out my timetable and analysed what I needed to learn more.
VISIONS so I could be a few steps ahead of the enemy-I needed to confide in Master Adin and I hoped he didn't betray me.

POWER MASTERING was a must, I couldn't be The Creator's Vessel without mastering the power He gave me. I guess I would be seeing Master Jahaz.

I needed to see them and swear them to secrecy. Now that's what I needed to do next. A part of me felt relieved that I had a plan, another I was scared that by telling them my secret, I was signing my death warranty.

"Creator...please help me." I mumbled softly.

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1.Who will she judge and execute?