Stop And Listen(Jerrie Thirlwards)

Seventeen

Perrie's thown into a room and yelps, he laughs, throwing her a blanket and pillow. "You'll be here a while. I hope you enjoy the beautiful scenery." He laughs. Perrie wants to scoff, because she's in a basement there is no scenery. She wants to get up and kill him. But she refrains herself because she has no idea where he's taken her.

"Why are doing this," She asks, pulling the blanket over her body and he laughs, "Because you deserve it." She sighs and he looks. "Asshole!" She yells but he doesn't turn back. She slumps forward and lets out a scream. Why me? What the fuck did I do? Why me?!

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"Jade, you have school." Her mum says and Jade looks up from her spot on her bed, she slept the whole week away almost, it's Wednesday. "But Mum, I don't wanna go." She whimpers and her mother shakes her head, "You're going to school." Jade sighs and mods,"Fine." Jade gets and gets dressed, going to her car waking up hunter and Marina.

She walks in and everyone looks at her,they stare and she keeps her head down. "Dyke." "Fag." "Slut'' "Cheat." Those words are mumbled but she hears them and she scurries to her classroom.

When she sits down everybody kinda of stares at her and then some one yells, "Jade, oh my God!" She looks up and sees Louis he sits next to her and hugs her. "Hi." She whispers, her voice above a whisper. "Have you seen Perrie?" She whispers and he frowns, "Sorry to say I haven't." She nods, tears spilling over her cheeks and he sighs, "It's okay babe, you'll be fine." He cooes, hugging her from the side.

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Jade walks to lunch and sit with the group which is smaller due to the fact Liam, Zayn, and Perrie are gone, she sighs, tears filling her eyes as she notices that now they all fit only two fourths of the table when the used to fill the whole thing, her lip quivers and Jesy and Leigh-Anne hug her. "I miss her." Jade whispers, moving peices of her salad with her fork. "I miss her a lot." She says, her voice is emotionless and it kills all of them.

"She'll come around, Jade, don't worry." Harry says with smile and she nods, eating her food in silence not speaking another word.

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"Miss THirlwall, nice to see you join us, although your partner isn't here why not sing for us yeah, maybe something you've written. " The teacher asks and Jade feels a pain in her stomach because she needs Perrie right now, but Perrie's gone and she has to sing, "Is it okay if I just.. skip til tomorrow I'm feeling well." She whispers and the teacher shakes his head, "I'm sorry Miss Thirlwall, you'll have to do it today."

She nods, handing the band a paper with music notes onit and the music begins, she takes in a deep breath sitting on the stool in front the mic she closedn her eyes, taking a big breath and nodding signalling the band to commence making music.

"I feel so numb

Staring at the shower wall

It's begun,

The feeling that the end has come

And now the water's cold

I tried to eat today

But the lump in my throat got in the way

In this time I've lost all sense of pride

I've called a hundred times

If I hear your voice I'll be fine

And I, I can't come alive

I want the room to take me under

'Cause I can't help but wonder

What if I had one more night for goodbye?

If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep

These four walls and me

I lay in bed

Can't seem to leave your side

Your pillow's wet

From all these tears I've cried

I won't say goodbye

tried to smile today

Then I realized there's no point anyway

In this time I've lost all sense of pride

I've called a thousand times

If I hear your voice I'll be fine

And I, I can't come alive

I want the room to take me under

'Cause I can't help but wonder

What if I had one more night for goodbye?

If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep

These four walls and me

Oh oh oh

And I, I can't come alive

I want the room to take me under

'Cause I can't help but wonder

What if I had one more night for goodbye?

If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep

These four walls and me"

She opens her eyes and there are tears building them and she lets out an almost inaudible 'excuse me' and ran out of the classroom, to the an empty classroom, locking the doors and crying. Perrie, do you see what you've done to me? Are you happy?

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Jade walks to her locker, she hasn't been there all day. She puts in the combonation and something dangles above her hand, tickling it in a scratchy way, she picks up the the note, jolts open the locker door and her Letterman Jacket pops out from it and she catches it, slipping onto her shoulders, a bit heart broken because Perrie put it in her locker.

She opens the note.

I'm sorry, I love you, I'm sorry Jade.

Jade's face dropped, she stuffed her backpack into her locker and ran. Ran to Perrie's house. She loves you, this is it, you're going to get back together, and live happily. Jade gets to Perrie's front door , takes a few deep breaths and knocks, the door opens and she sees a boy, couple years older than she. "Is Perrie home, I have to talk to her." Jade says, gettign desperate because the boy is crying, she searches his face and he shakes his head.

"Jade, Perrie's gone missing."