A Jacob Perez and Yn Love Story {A Disaster}

Chapter 27: I love you Mommy.

Sunday morning

Julie's POV

Today is the day that will probably put me into depression for a very long time. I still can't believe this is actually happening.

I lay in Jacob's bed, under the covers.

I don't even want to move. My body shakes as I cry to myself. I listen to the shower run as I shed a load of tears.

I sniffle, trying to pull myself together when I hear the shower stop.

I can't even bring myself from under the darkness of the covers.

The picture of seeing my mom today in a casket makes me wish that I was in her place instead.

The thought makes my head hurt and my stomach ache.

I started crying even harder.

I feel the bed shift to the side and the covers lift a bit.

"Julie, you need to get up." He states softly in my ear while rubbing my back.

I pull the cover off of me and sit up.

His warm hand falls from my back as I get out of bed and get my clothes.

I begin walking to the bathroom until I feel my stomach turn.

I run into the bathroom and begin throwing up.

I feel Jacob's presence behind me as he holds back my hair and rubs my back.

I keep throwing up until all I see is a clear liquid.

Just arriving to the funeral home ( Julie's POV )

My morning has been horrible and I can't see things getter any better. I haven't talked to anyone so far. The limo came to pick me up.

My Uncle Fred, My Aunt Lily and their two kids Michael and Liza were in the limo.

Then there was my cousin Melanie and her boyfriend Trey.

And also Ray and...Craig.

My brother looked horrible. He didn't even glance at me once since I got in the limo.

When I got inside almost everyone said hello but I didn't even bother to reply.

Ray noticed how distant I was being and sent me a look of confusion.

I looked down and pretended that I didn't see him.

The whole ride I wished I had begged Jacob to ride with us but he said no because it should only be family in the car.

Now we are finally here and I just want to go back to Jacob's house and sleep forever.

I couldn't do this.

I stand in line, waiting to see my mother in a casket with no one by my side.

I like towards the front of the line and I see Craig's shoulders shake up and down rapidly.

I knew he was crying and he hadn't even seen her yet.

This isn't right. What kind of sister am I?