Ferris Wheel

Chapter 11 | Useless

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~Bee's POV~

I fainted....? Why am I so weak...... I'm so useless....... I try to help Sean in a massive way, but..... I made his survival even harder by adding me in...... He held me from the fall so I would live..... He cuddled me up with his shirt, leaving him half naked, freezing him to death...... I don't deserve a guy doing this all for me. It makes me feel more attracted towards Sean but...... He's probably annoyed by the fact that he has to take care of me....... I give up.... I don't deserve Sean.... Either way, he probably didn't even like me from the start. I should just stop thinking about dating.... I make everyone's life even more difficult...... I'm useless........

I start to cry....

"I-I'm SORRY....."

I didn't look up, I didn't want to see his majestic, perfectly scraped face again.

"IM USELESS. IM STUPID. IM DUMB. I CANT THINK. I MAKE EVERYONES LIVES HARDER. I MAKE EVERYONES LIVES BORING. I GIVE UP."

I take my hands, grabbing my hair. I try to pull them. I smack myself. I cry. My happiness going down with the tears. My worries staying with me in my head.

"Sean.... I give up. Everything I do... I make it worse. Everything I decide on. It's wrong.........(pause)........ It hurts. I'm trying to hang on, but i see everyone caring about me.. I don't deserve to be cared about....... When it hurts, I think.. I think about the lives around me. They deserve to live better, but I'm dragging them down............ Sean, I can't hold this anymore..."

I continue to grab and pull my hair. But none falls, why? I suddenly feel a strong grip on my wrist. I let lose of my hands and look up.

~Zach's POV~

We noticed that the cave was a tourist attraction. If Bee and Sean were there, getting washed away, the attraction would be closed. Maybe they're at a part of a cave where it's sectioned off.

It was pretty windy. It's already been 15 hours since they've fell. (They fell around 6pm and it was 9am; next day; about the time they were looking around).

Have they moved? It was impossible to leave the cave. Unless they jumped. But we could've gotten a call from everyone in the cube house. Because if they did jump, I know that they would definitely go to the Cube House. Our best bet is that they are still in the cave.

Jordan was able to walk now since he was fully awake from fainting. Just in case, we looked around the bottom of the waterfall if we saw any body's. So far, it was good that we didn't see a corpse. That would've been scary...... Especially if it was either our friends or someone we don't know. All we found were some bottles of Coke and Sprite littered. There was also the sunscreen that Bee brought in. We took it just in case if Bee and Sean were dead, we have something memorable for them. Joe and Jordan agreed to my idea. Of course they had to be alive! There was something inside of me that wants me to give up. But..... A big part of me says to keep striving. Besides, if I gave up, Jordan would kill me. I didn't know he cared about them so much. Bee and Sean, if you're dead. We're sorry. Sincerely sorry..... We didn't mean to kill you guys. Except for Will.... What is it with that guy.... And Bee and Sean, if you guys are still alive, we're coming. (Omg I'm fangirling at the last part)

~Jordan's POV~

The wind blew across my body. My ears. My body was muddy, dirty, and sticky. I must've fell in mud. Gross. But I didn't care too much of how I looked. What mattered was finding Bee and Sean.

Just in case, we looked around the bottom of the water fall. It was littered everywhere. Man, people are disgusting. Luckily, we didn't find a corpse. I was kind of nervous of that. We continue to climb up the side of the mountain. We spotted a cave! But it's most likely to be a false cave. There were tourists, enjoying the view. The attraction would've been closed if they saw two people from the waterfall. But there was one mediocre cave that seemed that it wasn't touched for years. I look very closely. I squint my eyes and rub my eyes. There was a dent at the outside of the cave. Maybe that's a sign! 

I told both Joe and Zach about my findings. They both agree happily, it may be it!

"You're a god! Yooo, you got God eyes!"
(Now that's something Zach would say XD)

We all laughed. We needed a little laugh. I was glad that it was Zach and Joe that came up to me...

We run up the mountain quickly without talking to each other. It was quiet. Too quiet. The only sound there were the pebbles we were kicking while running up the mountain. Minutes later, they hear a mumble. Not an insect or a bird, but human mumbles. We all stop at the exact same time. We look around cautiously. We start to walk up even more, but slowly. The mumble starts to get louder. It was not just a pep talk, but screaming. It was a female voice, struggling to talk. Was she talking to herself? She was also crying. Is this...... Bee....? The hard surface made it hard to understand what that person was saying. But the voice was very loud. We all lower our heads to the ground and put our ears to the ground. It was coming from the ground. It had to be from the caverns! We all hoped that it was Bee, and not a boss yelling at an employee at the attraction. But it couldn't be. We walked so far that it was hard to even see the attraction from all the clouds. We carefully peak at the edge and see a  cave down there..... Was it the cave with the dent? We weren't sure. But we knew that we were one step closer to finding Bee and Sean.

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So I'm sorry that this wasn't published as fast as you guys expected... But the good news is that my mom got me pudding! Ok... I hope you guys enjoyed the hopeful chapter! Except for Bee at the beginning, that was deep!

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