What has Gone through my mind

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Before the knight awoke he was in a coma. Various dreams and thoughts crossed his mind. Hope has been lost but was then recovered with the sight of his beloved.
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....My dearest...where have you been? Where have you gone? Alone am I? Alone I will remain. My love why have you departed from my embrace?
My love
My love
I miss you dearly. Do you miss me?
Am I still in your mind?
Do I still conquer your heart?
Alone
Alone
Alone will I remain
Why alone
Why must I be punished in such way?
For my beloved
All for her
Selfish
She is selfish
*Hatred is this hatred*
Selfish
Yes, all I've done was for her
She's done nothing at all
Nothing to save our love
Nothing to save me.
*Blind by hatred or blind by love*
Nothing at all.
I will never wake up will I?
Will I see the light?
Or will I see her wretched face?
*The women he loves is now the one he hates*
Wretched beauty that bewitched me
Wretched women that has betrayed me
Wretched life that has failed me.
*Or is this hate? Or is it love?*
Wretched world what have you've done to me?
Must wake up
I can't
But do I really want to wake up
That's the question I must ask
*He is blind that is all or is it all?*
A question that I need answers
A question that I will receive answers
Wake up to see the light?
Or her wretched face
Wretched...but how...
*Now he realized*
Light I see light
No
No
I see naught
I see an empty darkness
*That he is blind*
Empty
All empty
Then....
There is no sound
Nothing at all
What is this
Life...
*He is deaf*
Am I awake?
Or am I dead?
*He is awake*
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Hint: read the bold\slanted parts it will explain if confused to what happened to the man.

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 02, 2016 ⏰

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