Words That Fall On Deaf Ears

Perfectly Fine

I was perfectly fine.

I was calm, cool, and collected.

I was in complete control of my emotions.

I was a cold-hearted bitch.

And I was perfectly fine.

Then you fucking sauntered into my life.

You ruined all of that.

You snatched the reins from my hands.

You reduced me to a mess of emotion.

You made me love you.

Despite the fact you were destroying all I had built.

And I hate you for that.

Because I was perfectly fine.

I watched you take a wrecking ball to my relationship.

But you didn't even notice what you did.

I tried to fight as you ripped the bricks from the walls surrounding me.

But you took over by refusing to fight.

I wanted to tell you what you were doing to me.

But you didn't give a damn.

I let you have control because you stole my heart.

But you refused to accept you had it.

You could go to Hell for all I care.

But I would follow you there.

So I hate you because I love you.

Because I was perfectly fine before I met you.

But I'm not perfectly fine now.

Nor will I be when you leave.

And all I want is to be perfectly fine.

But you demolished my chances to be.