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"More?" He asked smirking at Joi who was sitting across from him in the dirty abandon building across the street from the market.

Joi loved it. Although she knew it was bad she still loved it, and the rush that ran through her body. She longed, craved for the feeling it gave her.

"Yes" her voice cracked heart already starting to beat fast at even the thought of it, as she held out her arm for him. Closing her eyes he stuck the needle in her arm pushing the drugs into her veins while Joi was in bliss. From getting the feeling, that feeling she craved so much.

Joi's pov

My eyes shot open at the memory that was quietly tapping on my shoulder. I tried to ignore it, the little pieces of the memory that ran through my mind. The needle slowing entering my skin.

I breathe deep and continue to drive back to my house, eyes never blinking.

"AHH" Jake screamed as I pulled in the driveway.

When I look up he's standing by my door gesturing for me to get out quickly.

"What's the rush dude" I laugh while he pulls me into a hug which I didn't quite expect.

"I haven't seen you in forever!" He exclaims scanning my body as if he's just met me.

"Your eyeliner is nice" I wink and he flips his invisible long hair.

"Sephora." He says rolling his eyes "can be such a pain in my gluteus Maximus"

"oh no what did they do now" I roll my eyes finally walking up to the steps to the house.

"They asked me if I was buying my eyeliner for my girlfriend" he responds blandly walking in our front door behind me.

"It's like they can't spot a gay male when the see one!" Laughing I set my keys down on the kitchen table.

"I was wearing my cute red bandana with some joggers and a USA shirt so I guess I looked pretty straight that day."
He debates while Micheal slides down the hallway into the kitchen on a pillow.

"What the fuck are you doing?" I ask him as he stares up at me from the ground.

"It's not winter, I can't go sledding so this is an alternative" he's says like its the most obvious thing in the world.

"This is what I have for roommates seriously" I mumble running up the stairs and down the hallway to my room.

"Ah!" I squeak when I hear my phone go off in my butt pocket.

"Hello" I answer setting my stuff next to my nightstand.

"Princess" I hear Eds soft voice ring through the phone making me smile.

"Carrot?" I ask waiting for him to respond.

I shift my weight onto my left foot as I stand in my room.

"I had a nice time with you" he speaks sincerely and almost quiet.

"I have been told I can be quite the entertainment"

"That all I wanted to say but thank you princess for the nice time."

"Anytime, carrot"

"I'll see you tomorrow" he says making a question mark form in my head.

"Where?"

"Starbucks your there everyday of the week in the morning." The duh tone in my voice makes me smile.

"Stalker"

"I am no such thing princess"

"Mhm" I say hanging up before belly flopping onto my bed taking a deep breath.

"You okay there Kid?" I hear Micheals voice standing by the door of my room.

"Nope come sit with MEEE" I sing sitting upright on my bed.

"What's up cupcake" he says plopping down next to me.

"Boys" I say laying my head on his lap.

Eds pov

"Why did you guys leave so early?" I ask Harry on the phone while I'm cleaning my apartment up a bit.

"We thought we should leave so you guys could do the sexs"

smiling and shaking my head I put the extra blankets from last night back in the closet.

"Me and Louis went to sky zone yesterday" Harry perked up changing the subject completely.

"Oh no" I breathe "you? And your long legs went to sky zone to jump on trampolines?"

"Yes I mostly went to watch Louis"

"I have to go but I'll talk to you later."

"Bye bye Edward" he says in a flirty voice.

"Bye bye Harold."

After I finished cleaning I went down in my room and plopped down on the bed with the book that is not mine.

Sucking in a breathe I opened it to the page I left off on and started reading

Dear mom,

I'm sorry and I know you'll never forgive me because it's my fault if I wouldn't have taken it you'd be here right now. Your dead and it's my fault because I stole the money we had so I could do drugs. Drugs. You always told me the best way to confront a problem was to take it head on and I'm sorry that I realized I had one to late. If I would of gotten help you would be here. I'm sorry your not here because I need you I need you more then anything but I feel like I've lost the right to say that because we could of saved you but we didn't because of me. I'm sorry mom. That I hurt everything around me I don't try and I'm sorry I'm so so sorry I did that to you. But if your happy now, where ever you are then I'm happy too. And I'm okay now. I don't need it anymore. I just wish I would have realized that sooner.

This doesn't connect with the last page I read so it must be a different page. But what happened? I want to ask but I feel like she'll know.

She must have noticed her book is gone by now. I think I should return it but what if she gets mad. I'll just keep it.

I returned the book back to its place and turned off all of the lights in preparation of going to sleep.

I got a glass of water from the kitchen setting it on my nightstand before drifting to sleep again thinking about that beautiful girl.
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A/N: I KNOW THE ONE PART WITH JAKE IN IT IS VERY STEREOTYPICAL I DIDNT LIKE IT THAT MUCH EITHER BUT IT BRINGS OUT HIS PERSONALITY SO DONT YELL @ ME 😂

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