Rejection and Desire (Completed)

chapter five

Hari and I walk up to the station we get one of those metal trolley things for my luggage. She smiles and holds my hand.

"I love you Hari thank you for the past years." Crying to her.

"Bye child." She waves to me as I get on the train.

I wave back before sitting down my trolley is in the little alcove for pushchairs. Opening the window I shout out and wave."Bye Hari!"

The trains whirrs away, leaving the town as a blur. She said she'd send over my motorbike, it was birthday present for my sixteenth. Okay I'll admit I'm sixteen in a couple of days, and I can't wait. I hope if I have another mate they're better than him.

The only person who is suppose to accept you no matter what, he rejected me. But I'm back bitches. I get out a small notebook, as I begin drawing and listening to music. I draw out a picture of my tattoo on my left wrist, which is an infinity sign saying just dream.

On my shoulder I have a wolf and dreamcatcher its a black one actually most of my tattoos are just black. Except the butterfly I have on my lower back I got it in memory of my mum.

I have another tattoo on right arm which is a tribal band going round. That is one of my favourites its like a bracelet and has a feather on it, I love it. That one has colour as well. That's it for tattoos, but they tell my story to people.

Hari always said that when I'm old I'll regret getting them, but I won't. They mark me, they say hey I've been through shit but I'm still here. 

Looking out the window, blurs of green the sky is clear unlike all those years ago. A person is sat across from me, I look up and see a boy looking intently at my drawings. He's my age and judging by his scent is a wolf.

"Hey." He smiles at me.

"Hello." I look at him then down at my notebook, I've drawn my old house.

This sometimes happens, I get distracted and my hand moves and tangles together pictures. Its so creepy. It happens a lot, I'll see things as well like things that actually happen.

"I'm guessing your going to that ball." He says.

"Yes, unfortunately." Turning my gaze to the window.

"You know it's good at least I know a few people from that city. Have you ever met alpha Chase?" He asks.

"You don't shut up do you." I snap.

"Baby doll you love the attention really." He grins.

"No." I answer.

"No you don't or you haven't met him." He looks confused.

My scowl forms into a smirk,"No I don't like the attention, I met him when I use to be in his pack."

"Why'd you leave?" He asks.

"Why am I talking to a stranger?" I ask.

"Strangers are just friends you haven't met yet." He tells me,"I'm Issac by the way."

I can't help but smile,"Luna. " I shorten my name down just remembering.

"For a second I thought you were going to say Lunetta." He scratches his neck.

I laugh attempting to move the subject along. We both look at one another.

"I left because I needed to. I needed to find me." Looking at my wrist.

"Must be cool, so your lone wolf." Issac looks at me.

"Yes something like that." A mother across from me can't control her young child.

"Mummy. I'm bored." She complains.

I rip some paper out of my notebook and grab some of my pencil crayons, walk over and give them to the young child.

"Thank you." The mum smiles.

"It's okay." I smile politely back and sit down she's Isaac's mum they both have the same tawny blonde hair and green eyes.

The young child has the same tawny blonde hair but has bright blue eyes.
I smile at the thought, I have no siblings that I know of anyway. A woman comes round and asks if anyone wants anything I buy a tuna and sweetcorn sandwich plus a bottle of water.

Sat eating two more stops till we're there, soon done eating one more stop. God I'm so nervous. Looking down at myself skinny jeans a lacy black crop top and a leather jacket with my ankle boots.