Rejection and Desire (Completed)

chapter eleven

Lunetta's POV

He kissed me, he kissed me. He nibbles at my bottom lip but I deny him, I need to go back to lesson. Attempting to pull away though I want to carry on kissing my mate.

"Mine..." I purr out against his lips.

Jumping up realising what I'm doing, turning to leave when I do he pulls my shirt.

"Stop I've gotta get back to my lesson." I stare back at him wide eyed.

"Please stay with me." He looks up at me.

"I can't I'm just not ready." I look down as I pull my top from his grasp as I walk away, every step causing my heart to break.

By the time I get to the door I'm full on crying and sobbing, I cry a lot guess I'm open about my feelings. I stop I can't move, my chest starts to tighten. As I begin to pant out quick.

"Oh my god are you okay?" He runs over to me.

But I can't breathe, I don't want to loose him. No I recognize this feeling its a panic attack, shit. I start to feel dizzy and I wobble.

He swiftly grabs me putting me in a chair before I fall over. I sit there panting and crying.

"I can't breathe." I cry out.

"Shhh... Okay breathe in and out. Okay one, two, three." He looks at me and holds my hand.

I try to breathe but I can't my chest constricts and oh god,"I can't.... " I mumble as everything goes black.

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Chase's POV

She's blacked out, after a panic attack. No what do I do? What do I do? Scooping her up I run with her to the nurses office who when she see's her immediately calls an ambulance.

Sat waiting in the nurses office with her, till the ambulance arrives.

A doctor looks at me as we walk as they carry her into the ambulance, "What happened?"

"Well we were in a classroom and then she walked away from me basically saying that she couldn't do this anymore. Then she stopped and literally cried, she started panting a lot and complaining she couldn't breathe." I manage to breathe out.

"Okay, I'm going to ask you this are you two mates?" He asks.

"Yes." I simply answer.

"Okay, so I believe she had a panic attack it may be caused by pressure form walking away from her mate, but we will have to do some checks." The doctor looks at me as we get in the ambulance, going over to the hospital.

They put her in a room for observation, I sit next to her bed as they begin running tests on her, they had to give her a sedative because she started having a nightmare whilst knocked out and they didn't want her to hurt herself.

I wait there as they check her blood pressure, take samples from her blood and check on her general health. She lays there on the bed, her body is small and frail. The bruises on her cheek make my heart ache as I look at her face.

I'm so tired but I don't want to sleep, what if she wakes up and I'm not awake. Her heart beat is still fast and she's sweating lots. Reaching out to her I hold her hand caressing it, rubbing small circles she boiling hot.

What's going on? Another doctor comes in and then they look at her really worried getting her a wet flannel but it's doing nothing to her temperature.

"Is it normal for her body temperature to be this high?" I ask.

"No, if it continues well it could cause some serious problems." The doctor says,"I think we'll have to give her an ice bath."

He calls a nurse who comes in with lots of ice and cold water and fills up the bath tub.

"We'll have to ask you to stay here while I put her in the bath." The nurse looks at me as she moves Lunetta to the bathroom. I sit there waiting for her, soon the nurse brings her back in wrapped in an soft fluffy dressing gown.

"I know this is rude would you be able to get her some pyjamas." She looks at me as begins to dry Lunetta.

"Okay, I'll be right back." Striding out of the room I go to the high street that is about a block or so away.

I walk into the first decent shop I see and see if they have any girl pyjamas, walking round really confused. Eventually finding the girls section, I look around for pyjamas. Finding some pyjamas with red tartan bottoms and a red vest top saying I love to sleep.

I buy her some underwear and another pair of pyjamas, I even buy her a bouquet of white roses and some chocolates. Rushing back to the hospital the nurse looks at me and smiles. I turn my back while she dresses Lunetta, spinning back around when she's done she leaves the room.

"Please wake up Lunetta." I beg her as I bring her hand to my lips.

Her chest moves rapidly suddenly, her heart beat spikes. This is bad. It keeps doing this, she moves around a lot suddenly. Letting out a scream. What's happening? Staring at her scared for her.