Rejection and Desire (Completed)

chapter two

2 years later...

"Emily, why are you hanging out with blob." Madison flicks back her bleach blonde hair.

I immediately sink, hoping the ground will swallow me up. Emily grabs my hand and pull me so that we push through the large group. I smile at her, she is great.

"I hate her god she is a cow." Emily growls her eyes suddenly flashing bright yellow.

"Emily your eyes..." I whimper out her wolf is coming out mine just has never come.

"Shit..." She mumbles covering her face and running away.

I sit waiting for her, she doesn't come. Madison and her gang comes over to me.

"Listen here my sister says she doesn't need you anymore so blob move." She growls at me.

Tears prick my eyes and I run home. She wouldn't say that we've been friends for two years since the day we found each other in the toilet. Running to my room I fall down behind the door, crying.

Madison's lying, she's a two faced bitch my best friend would never say that would she? Well she is sister to Madison who happens to date Chase who's dad took over as alpha. I'm a no one.

"Bitch get here." My dad wobbles into my room.

He's pissed and of his face as usual, I roll my eyes,"Dad what's the matter?"

"Don't call me dad bitch, you know I asked your mum to abort you but no." He takes another swig from his bottle, "She kept you. Then died because of you." Throwing the bottle at me.

I scream and duck as some of the glass shatters above my head a shard burying in my cheek. Crying and whimpering, hitting me again as he drags me down to the cellar of the house. He shoves me into the tiny cupboard.

I bang on the door.
"Let me out! Please!" I scream out hitting the door.

The light bulb flickers and is out. I can't move, spiders and cockroaches crawl on me, rubbing them off. Screaming out as I bang on the doors, clawing on them. They don't open.

Falling down pulling my knees up to my chest, I put my hand in my pocket pencil sharpener. Smashing the plastic to pieces getting the blade. Pulling the blade against my wrist again and again, blood drips and smudges along my flabby arms.

Crying as the pain numbs me out, kicking the door a couple of times.

"No use I'm stuck." I mumble to myself.

My dads words raging in my head, no one will ever love you. How could they just look at you fatty? Your mum would be disappointed what did she give birth to? No one will hear you, scream and scream.

In the morning he let's me out and hits me again, I don't pay attention what's the point? Going to school. I don't need food, skip it.

Madison and her group walk up to me theres a new girl with them. She's gorgeous, her blonde hair curled. Straight white teeth, perfect body curved in all the right places. Her skin clear and porcelain skin.

"...Emily." I look at her and she glares at me.

"Why are you talking to me blob?" She snarls.

"But... But.... Your my best friend..." I croak out.

A crowd has gathered and they are all laughing. She walks over and grabs my hair, her eyes flash yellow. Wolves go through two puberty's, so okay you have your normal one. Then your one that everyone has around fourteen and fifteen. Soon as you turn into a wolf your body changes, to attract your mate.

I've never transformed, yet. Oh well.

"All you are is a pathetic wolf who is trash. You can't transform, you are unattractive and well just look at you." She kicks me over,"There are two types of wolves the real ones and the rogues even the rogues reject you."

"Daddy beats you up." Chase spits at me I cry.

"Your mum should be glad she's dead not to see the failure you've become." Madison steps on my fingers with her heels.