the lighting today is nice.i find the ways of the world quite interesting.
it's hard to understand and explain,but here i go.
do you ever become aware of your existence? do you ever look at someone or something and say "hey,that's real.this life is real; life isn't a video game."
because me too.
it's all in the way it feels when this happens,though.
you feel powerful.you come to the realisation that you control everything you do,and everything you say.but,at the same time,you feel so weird.
but,then you realise that now,everything is so much different.you could easily kill yourself if you wanted to.you could easily get arrested if you wanted to.
you are in complete control of your life.nothing is really to change that besides you.
YOU ARE READING
let me guess
Randomyou have nothing better to do? [random (!1!1!!1!) collection of my free writing when i have no fucking idea what i'm actually writing down/typing]
