let me guess

five

my name is elysir porandas and sometimes i just like to sit and let my mind wander.

i usually go to places i don't like to go to,but that's the fun of it.it's like watching a scary movie or going to a haunted house; you don't like the feeling of being terrified,but a few seconds later,it's a fun joke.

going to these places always takes a little longer than a couple seconds to turn into fun.maybe around a few days? sometimes even weeks.months.but it's worth the wait.

i live on planet sorena, around the paormeri region,y'know? in a small cave.

no one likes to visit me too often,but it's okay.i've learned to make friends in the places i go to in my head.everyone likes me a lot there.but it makes me sad because i know they're not actually real.

the kids at school think i'm weird.they make fun of my name because we learned that "ellie" is a common female's name on another planet similar to our's,and i have 'ely' in my name.not exactly the same,but they sound like the same word.anyways,i think it's kinda funny,and i'm hoping they'll stop soon,so i laugh with them.

but,my mother's not around too much.she likes to stay longer at work because my dad passed a couple years back,so we're living on a low budget and she's trying to help that.i understand,though,and i still love her.she's a very kind lady.

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dear journal,

tonites dinner is porido and sterins for the 9 time in a row.i am getting tired of it,but it's cheepe and it feeds me,so i will try to not cumplane.

my pet beo the beo is dooing good.he is tan and wite.how cut!!!

mom says i need sleep so good nite.

                                                -elysir 6 year

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dear journal,

today is the day.

after weeks of preparation [and by that,i mean basically just "stalking"],i think i'm finally gonna talk with coralima.

she's in my sorena history class + maths,and she's adorable,if i say so myself.

she doesn't appear to like me.though,no one seems to like me,which just means that i'll never actually know until i talk to her.

wish me luck! xx

                                                -elysir,age 14

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dear journal,

i was very obviously rejected by coralima.

it wasn't a kind rejection either.it was more like a 'if you don't leave me the hell alone i will jab this ruler into your eyeball' kind of rejection.

it's okay i guess.i've been talking with this guy named retan for awhile now,and he's really cute and sweet.maybe more talking will bring us together? i hope so.

peace! xx

                                                -elysir,age 14

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a/n:

sprints to draw/make characters