×You'll be alright, Kitten× ||BoyxBoy||

three

"Okay so we've got this new kid in school!! Come up here and introduce thyself, please.",the teacher said at the beginning of the first lesson. Calum got up from his seat and went to Mr. Willis.
"Hi ehm I'm Calum Hood and ehh I'm sixteen.-" "Okay stop that's all. Go back to your seat next to Leon . Now, open your maths books (....)"

Mr Willis explained us something and wrote something on the black board. We should copy on our sheets. I never understood maths and I still do not. The whole lesson I just stared outside the window and at the end I looked at Calum. He's got a tan. I don't think he's Australian. Mayybe he's got family members from Asia or he's a part of the aboriginal blood. Because they have looked or still look kinda like that. Like I don't know with a tan and he's got the eyes. But I think his eyes are really pretty. They remind of chocolate. Or a dark pool. The dark pool could be actually my black hole I always sink into when I feel like shit.

I often feel like shit. I probably am.
Suddenly someone rubbed my arm. "Leon? Hey Leon you alright?", I heard Calums voice. "Oh ehhh yes I am ehm ..", I stuttered. Fuck damn it god why do I gave to stutter in front of him??? "Because you stared at me and smiled?"  Oh, fuck. "Ahaha don't blush. The lessons over. What do have next?", He asked me and I looked at my timetable:"history."

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The whole day went actually okay. I guess the Ms aren't at school today because I didn't see them today and they would have beaten me up already if they were.
The Ms were my bullers. It's Maurice, Marlon and Mick.
Marlon was always the most beautiful one of them and he's got all the girls and he was the most popular boy in school.  Maurice actually was my ...let's say crush. I was highly in love with him and he was the one who stole my first kiss. I remember him always stroking my cat ears and kissing my neck and cheeks. He was so nice to me but one day my mom came into my room and totally freaked out. She screamed at me and Momo. She wanted him to leave and to never come back. She hated that I was kissing and cuddling with a boy. Though I never thought that it was that bad.  Well, she called his father and Maurice got grounded and his father is still as at him because now they know he's gay.
And he wasn't allowed to talk to me. So he got so angry and frustrated that everyone kept talking about what happened and he just wanted to show that he wasnt that guy you can drown so he picked up the next best girl and kissed her. I was getting so upset and then he came over and punches me in the face. Telling me to shut. At that time he made friends with Marlon and Mick. And my relationship with my mom got worse. Oh and Mick, duh. Mick just always was that kind of a boy who stood in the shade of Marlon although he hit me the hardest. He was tall and muscular.

Well, enough about that. It's raining and it's getting colder. Calums standing beside me, holding an umbrella.
"I don't live far you can come with me and ehh we could order pizza?",he asked me and I answered:"sounds nice!"

I've smiled.

We are going really close because of the umbrella and I'm feeling his warmth. Hearing his breaths.
I heard him whispering: "that's the spirit"
That totally cracked me up. You only can understand it when you know bring me the horizon. I think Calum is cute. I quietly sang a song that got into my head.

So come rain on my parade
'Cause I want to feel it
Come shove me over the edge
'Cause my head is in overdrive
I'm sorry but it's too late
And it's not worth saving
So come rain on my parade
I think we're doomed
I think we're doomed
And there is no way back.