Dear my lovely readers,
I have got a very good and helpful comment from Cassandra lowery on this story. It made me reread the previous chapters and think a lot about this story and my ability to write. I am confused myself. Sometimes I am able to write (in my opinion of course) good chapters and sometimes I am horrible. There are a lot of mistakes, which I do not see whilst reading and reviewing. I have a lot of issues I tell you. I am very sorry for you all, that you have to read it this way but I have no BETA. I promise I am trying to write without mistakes. Please feel free to offer any help if there is a possible Beta out there!
I hope you will enjoy this chapter. I think it is dark and sad but it is allways necessary cause you should ask yourself this: "Can we see a difference between dark and light, if we do not know the darkness?" No, I don't think so.
Enjoy,
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mourgana
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Chapter six- dark night
Do you know how it feels; when you are alone in the darkness? Do you know how small and meaningless a single person can feel? Well, I feel less than that. There is soil, garbage and I am below that.
The sadness was too much for me to hold, to much for me to stand up to. Just when I thought life was good to me for once, it turned twice as hard on me. Why I don't know.
Darkness
"Isabella Swan! You are charged for the murder of Stephan Konig at the House of Jane V. I wish to instruct you that you have the privilege to refuse to give evidence in case you would incriminate your self by your statement. You have the right to hire a council of defence. If you can not afford that, than the state of Washington will provide you with an advocate. Did you understand me?" I hear CO Hales voice clear as cristal repeating the sentence time over time over time in my head. But what did go wrong? Edward, said we still had everything under control. What happened...
Darkness
"Defendant, what do you testify?" The Voice of Judge Whitlock pierced through me.
"Not guilty!" Edward answered for me.
Darkness
What happened with my simple but still existing life? Images flickered in front of me. My parents, when they took me in and showed me their small but loving home.
My first christmas with them. When I baked cookies with Rene for the first time. When I mad the christmas decoration and hung them up with Charlie.
"Bella, I love you my child. Allways am, allways will!" I remember those words. But they were not here with me anymore. They were not here, to save me from my martyrdom.
"Bella, I am so glad you could come and join our family meal!" Esme said giving me a hug. A wonderful feeling spread in my heart. A feeling of love, acceptance, care and friendship. But what did it leave? A bitter feeling, cause I can never experience this friendship, this love anymore.
"Bella, I am so sorry. I will do everything I can, to prove that you are innocent, that there is someone behind it. I will fight till the end!" He promised me. His eyes shining with hurt, something else and anger.
"Isabella Swan was sent to the House of Jane V by an order by telephone. Her Boss's Assistant got that call and sent her to the crime scene. The taxi driver can testify that she left the Car at 02:30 pm. The victim was killed around that time according to the analysis. She was there, she had the chance, she has no alibi. There were no other suspects around, only she had the chance. Since she is not cooperative and do not give us any evidence we see the capital punishment in this case as a sentence." The voice of the councelor was harsh and bitter.
