Don't Judge Me

Don't Judge Me Chapter 2

Chapter 2

It was Monday morning one of my worst days and I hated them so much because school started on Mondays and the days were so long but I dealt with it.

I jumped in the shower to get clean, I needed to ease my mind anyways and I took very long showers when I did but there was no time for me to take a long one because I had to go to school. After I got out I searched through my closet to find something cute to wear but I wasn't trying to dress up for anyone, everyone at school knew what I did but I didn't have a choice.

I did things for money and drugs but under no circumstances have I ever got down on my knees and I made that very clear to my dad that it wasn't going to happen and he wasn't cool with it but it was that or none.

"Are you almost ready?" I heard Quincy say walking into my room. I turned and looked at him and smiled. He was looking good today, not that he don't any other day but he stood out today I don't know what it was about him today.

I'm seventeen in the 12th grade, my life has always been hard to deal with and these are grown men I am with and when you think about it, it's really rape on so many different levels.

"Um, actually I don't think I want to go to school today. Do you think you can ask if I can have a break?" I asked Quincy and he just stared at me blankly.

"So you want to have sex today because it's a lot of people lined up waiting."

I sighed.

"You know I don't. Maybe you can just go somewhere with me or something but I'm tired and I don't want to go to school."

"Nah, you going to school." He said to me.

"Please don't let me go..." I said walking over to him and he looked down at me.

We had sex twice before and I never said anything to anyone and he didn't mention it to anyone either because he knew that my dad might kill him but it was good I actually enjoyed it unlike these other freakish guys that disgust me.

"I'm not about to go there with you Alicia, your dad downstairs if he ever find out we even had sex my life might be over." Quincy said.

I know he didn't mean that at all cause his eyes were glued to me.

"But I know you want to." I said smiling at him.

"Nah Alicia."

I dropped my towel and I leaned up and kissed him and it took him a minute to respond but he did and I made sure the door was lock and he picked me up and walked over to the bed and laid me down and he started kissing me everywhere.

I knew this was so wrong but I didn't care, I mean I did this for a living what difference would it make.

"Quincy!" I hear my dad yelling and it sounded as if he was coming up the stairs so I pushed him off me and grabbed my towel and he jumped up and fixed his clothes and walked out my room.

Damn that was close.

I fixed my hair and makeup and put on some jeggings and an off the shoulder shirt and grabbed my purse and walked downstairs.

"Dad, do you mind if I stay home today?" I asked him and he had all his drugs laying out on the table with his triple beam scale.

"Why?" he asked never looking up.

"Um, I need to get a few personal things done...please." I begged

"Fine but stay the fuck out of my way."

"So can Quincy take me to some stores?" Quincy looked at me.

My dad looked up at both of us.

"Take care of her and watch out for the cops." He said before getting up from the table and walking out.