See the thing about me
That you really need to know
Is that I have a big heart
And really big soul
But here's the real truth
I have a very big hole,
deep in my heart
Deep in my soul
Where should lie confidence
Lies doubt instead
Where should lie comfortableness
Lies only self hatred in my head
I try to be better
To keep a smile on my face
But people bring me down
With their words and their lies
And their smiles not reaching their eyes
So next time you see me
Keep those thoughts in your head
Don't say it behind my back
Because I'll find out somehow,
next time you might just lose me instead
Authors note
So inspiration hit me like a bus last night and I kinda ended up writing this. It's terrible I know, but it's kinda the only way for me to sort through things is to write them so stay with me guys. Anyway enjoy this poem and it's depressingness. Anyway yeah goodbye.
Shawna
