Run to hide, excuses made to pass, like the tide. your soul aches even numb, darkness is all I see inside.I've tried to deny, I've tried to forget, I have even told myself that I don't give a shit. My mind won't let me go, my soul won't let me show what my heart does already know. The depth of truth can not go quiet long, and soon I am brought back to that same sad song. I no longer can fight, there is no gain. I am at peace and have to trust openly through the pain. And so our circle becomes a new, the games you play to get in the way, are just like the words you say. I know you aren't here with me, inside it's something I can't explain, why try? your soul travels when you aren't watching, it takes your heart from me beyond catching. I hear you far away, especially when you don't say. your truth is so loud, it overcomes the clouds. you come to me not wanting, fearful, and undoubting. your always here, never near. then beside me you say hinting all the way, but those are only words you say. we're do we go from here? the edge is sharp but so very clear, how do we take the proper steps to pass the gauntlet of ignorance? though times test never knowing, and only showing lead by sense. how do we remember to not say, and let the words get in the way? don't let the truth be shadowed by what you say. too many times in life we forget to remember we feel. not enough do you remember that is what is real.