I really don't know why.
Don't know how.
Don't know when.
But...
I do, know who.
I don't know why.
Why you leave me...
When you promised that you'll never leave me. That you're not that type of person.
I don't know why.
Why you fall out love.
Or you just forget that you love me? But the fact is... I'm still the one.
Or the truth is... You really love the girl.
The girl that you loved before.
The girl that left you.
I don't know why.
Why you choose her over me?
Me, who's willing to walk in the aisle for you.
Me, who's going to do the promises I've been promised.
Me, who's not going to leave you.
I don't know why you left me.
I don't know how.
How fast things changed.
How fast our love story ended.
How fast there's no more us anymore.
I don't know how.
How you forget all the memories we had.
How you forget that you promised me you'll never make me cry because of pain.
How you forget what you've told me... That I'm the one. The only... one.
I don't know how.
How is it easy to turn your back to me.
To consider our almost year relationship into waste.
How is it easy for you to hurt me.
I don't know how to move forward.
I don't know when.
When this feeling will fade away.
When this pain will stop.
When will I forget all things about you?
I don't know when.
When I will be awakened in this dream.
Dream that hurt me. Dream that make me in the state of pain. Dream that I hate the most. Dream that I don't dream to be part of my night.
When?
When this will stop?
When this will stop hurting me?
When will you stop hurting me?
I don't know when myself be back to the way I used to be.
But... There's but...
I know who.
Who can help me.
Who's there for me.
Who's willing to stay no matter what.
I know who's not going to leave me like you did.
I know who's not going to hurt me like you did.
I know who's not going to take me for granted like what I've felt.
I know them.
They see my worth.
They see how important I am.
They know that I deserved to be loved and not to feel this kind of pain.
Pain that almost killed my deepest inside.
I know who.
But still...
The memories we had hurt me most.
Reality hurt me.
I really need to accept the truth.
That you once loved me.
That all about us now...
...is just a memory.
A happy memory...
...and a memory I don't want to remember.
I don't know why still you.
Don't know how to say goodbye.
Don't know when I have the courage to forget all about you.
But I do, know who.
