Only fools fall for you (Brendon Urie fanfic)

Falling apart

Scarlett's pov

It took me two days to recover from my terrible night

I told Patrick what happened and he was upset with himself and me

Pete hadn't talked to me since the bar

I cheated on Kellin and eventually I would have to tell him and he would hate me too

I was about to be alone and hated by most of the people I loved

Patrick wouldn't give up on me though

He pulls back the curtains of my bunk and sun streams in

"Go away" I say

Patrick rolls his eyes

"Kellin is here to see you" he says

Tears threaten to come

"Patrick I can't" I whisper

"You have to" he says harshly

"Give me 30 minutes" I say getting up

I go straight to the bathroom

I get in the shower

I let the hot water roll down my body as tears stream down my face

I get out and dry off

I get dressed in shorts a crop top and a sea foam green cardigan/wrap

I go out to the living area and Kellin is sitting on the couch waiting for me

We're all alone

Kellin stands up and hugs me

"I missed you" he says

"I love you so much" I say

"I love you too" he says

"Kellin,.." I start

"How was your party?" He asks

I almost break down

"Kellin it was terrible... I was terrible" I say

He looks at me weird

"I got so drunk,.... Pete tried to warn me, I didn't listen and I ruined everything!" I say crying

He holds me

"What are you talking about?" He asks

"Kellin I'm so sorry.... I slept with Brendon" I say bawling my eyes out

Kellin lets go of me and pulls away

I cry harder

"What?" He asks softly

"We were both drunk he happened to be at the same bar, he told me he missed me and we started kissing, Pete tried to tell me.... But I couldn't stop myself... My dumb fucking self!" I scream

Kellin was crying now

"Why? Am I not good enough for you?" He asks

"Your too good for me Kellin! I love you so much and I ruined it and I'm sorry" I say

"I love you so fucking much... Maybe enough to forget this" he says

"What?" I say

"You were drunk... I wasn't there for you, it's all my fault" Kellin says

"No fucking way... This is all me, you can't blame yourself because I made a stupid mistake, I thought you would hate me not yourself!" I say

"I can't hate you that's the problem!" He says

"I think you should sleep on it... If you come back in the next week I will know you want me still if you don't I will understand" I say crying

He kisses the top of my head and leaves

I fall apart right there on the couch

Patrick comes in and picks up my pieces

I throw up from crying so much

"Calm down... If Kellin really loved you he will forgive you" Patrick says

That sinks through

"You think so?" I say

"I know so... Even though your stupid people have a tendency to fall hard for you... He will come back" Patrick says

That stops me dead in my tears

I take two aspirin and go back to bed

Later that night I heard Pete come back

He went strait to his bed and he wasn't alone

One more person I always hurt

I need to get my life together

No more letting others take the fall for me

It's my own life