Suicide Poems

poem 6

I feel it trickle
The blood seems to tickle
I slightly smile
I must be in denial
She is really gone
They say I must move on
I cut for her
She cut for me
But he took her away and let her bleed
Why can’t I be with her?
They said she wouldn’t do it so I thought sure
But they were wrong and so was I
Now I just want to die
I miss her a lot
I heard her take her life
First she would cry
But then it just stopped
She wouldn’t respond
By then I knew she was gone
I could have prevented
But now I am demented
And scared for life
It’s my fault she wanted to die
Now it’s my turn to leave this all behind
I write a note to my family
Saying I was sorry
I watch the blood fall
Then I close my eyes
When I open them I see her
I smile but she looks at me angrily
She said God needed her for his army
I felt really guilty and tried to explain
By then she was gone again
I realized I was in my bed
I started to cry
But I knew I shouldn’t die
She is gone for a reason
I knew I needed to be strong
She doesn’t want me gone
I close my eyes
I feel her here
I want to cry but I ran out of tears
So I just smile
And whisper I miss you so much
I needed you here but you left
But its okay it was your time
And it’s not mine