Missing

Chapter 9: New found Friend

Yesterday in other words Sunday Carter decided to finally go home and sleep after spending to much time with me,I wonder how he even noticed me in the first place,I know I get weird and sentimental sometimes but I'm very calm,quiet and fun but obviously my thoughts beg to differ

You know what I do and what I think about all the time,you know how I feel when the day goes dark and when the sun is shining,I for say hate the sun.

Not like typical goth girl hate,I mean I just don't like the heat,or the color of my cheeks while I jog in the sun,so I usually go for nice cold weather

Plus how do you even get rid of heat,you get naked and you're still sweating like a pig maybe a cold shower would do it but still and cold is so easy to get rid of,a nice thick blanket and sweatpants and you're free, of course I encourage the freezing feeling on my skin I like the numbness

And of course today being Monday it had to be sunny

The scorching heat making my sweatshirt feel like a tent,I only had a tanktop under it and I never take my sweatshirt off...today I'm making an exception

I mean I can totally wear shorts whenever I want to so I did, a pair of black high wasted shorts that went mid-thigh so they were more than perfect

But my tank top was the issue,I had bruises on my arms as well as scars...don't ask but just a heads up,that's why I told Charlie to not piss Aunt Rosie off

Well so on

Getting in the school building has never felt better,the A/C was on high and everyone was sitting on the ground near the lockers or in class panting,the classes didn't have an A/C thing,stupid I know

"Hey M!!" A high pitched voice said from behind me

"Hey Amanda" I said in my usual tone

"Why so grumps?" She looked at me with pure 'innocence' but we all know she's got none left

"I'm not 'grumps' just natural causes" I had to make my voice a bit more girly so I smirked and took my sweatshirt off...turns out my tank top decided to stick to it

"Good thing no ones around except yo-" I heard her phone snap a picture

"Well...I guess you are a whore aren't you,taking your shirt off in public" she sneered sending the message to all her contacts including Chris and...Carter

"You bitch" I snapped,I'm not in the mood,period is taking hold of me and adrenaline decided to kick in

Smack

Her nose started to bleed but I kept going

Various cracking sounds

I knew I probably broke her jaw,I knew how to fight thanks to Charles and his wrestling matches she was finally knocked out and I threw her phone at the ground making it break,no one stopped me and I didn't care to take her to the nurses office,I just dragged her to some place someone might see her and take her

Now I had to take the sweatshirt off,it was covered in blood and sweat,I lightly sprayed deodorant in my armpits while looking at myself in the bathroom mirror,everything felt like it was in slow motion,my pupils dilated because of the adrenaline and my palms sweating like crazy,my knuckles slightly parted and my scars bright red...how the hell did my emotions get a hold of me...That wasn't me

My stomach twisted and turned with guilt,I have never actually hurt anyone...and I certainly didn't want to start now

My invisibility powers were going to come in handy today