Missing

Chapter 15: 8 months

"Hey" Kyle said pecking my temple

"Mm" I greeted looking at the ground, staring at all the broken glass after I had broken my cup by accident

"Help me with this will ya?" He asked nudging me with his elbow

"Sure" I grabbed a dust pan and a broom and began sweeping on the tile which scraped making a penetrating sound...I enjoy that now

"I know you miss him babygirl but please" he begged cupping my face and looking into my eyes "it's been almost a year" he started leaning in and shutting his eyes I let myself feel his needy lips on mine while I kissed back, his hungry hands squeezed my ass started pulling me closer to his buldge which I can tell you, was not going anywhere

"Wait" I put a hand on his chest, he has done this many times before, he said it was to get my mind off him but it just makes me crave him more, I never even got to kiss him

"I know I understand" he said pulling me into a tight hug

"I love you Babygirl, never forget that" he said in a friendly tone, I knew he loved me like a sister

"I love you too" I hugged tighter

"You want my bike huh?" He knew my ways

"Yeah" it sounded muffled because my face was digging into his bare chest, he was absolutely stunning, but not my type

"Here" he handed me his keys

"Have fun" he kissed my forehead and let me go

"Well make yourself at home...I'll be back in a couple of hours" I said skipping out and mounting the bike passing Carters house was tough

It had a dark green roof and white walls with a 'For Sale' sign, his parents moved away 3 months ago, saying they couldn't stand being in the same town as where their lost son was

Cowards.

I looked day and night for him after 5 months I gave up and they did nothing. They hired the police for what they could have done and they just sat at home drinking and drugging themselves

Carter would have down something about this.

He would have hidden the alcohol and drugs or burn them, maybe even sell them...if he needed the money for some reason

I needed his dumb comments and actions in my life

I reached "Bloody Wolf" cliff and sat at the edge, today the night was clear and you could see the sunset in a beautiful array of colors

Purple,blue,red,orange,black,pink,yellow

The basics

And it was beautiful

I heard some leafs cracking in large amounts behind me but decided to ignore it...I miss him so much

I took out my journal that currently had all the notes I had written to Carter...I opened and wrote...

Day 209

My mouth is a graveyard of words that died on my lips...I love you too

With that I closed the book and let my pen drop 40 feet down into the crashing waves, it disappeared instantly...and I thought..,what if that is what happens to me? Will it be that easy...I'm barely 17 but I can't help but feel insanely miserable without him, even if it was just an almost year, I can't get over the questions and the rumors at school about his disappearance, saying I got jealous and killed him is my favorite...we never even shared a kiss

I was over my Aunts death in a matter of hours, I wanted the 'living' to be okay, I know she's probably frolicking in a meadow of indigo flowers

While he is probably in a ditch rotting away being eaten by rats or foxes

"I need you!! I miss you so much. Please be ok" I yelled at the wind while it carried my words into the nothing

"I missed you too" a deep voice behind me made me freeze and stared at the now 1/15 fraction of the sun peeking out of the horizon

"Wh-" I couldn't get the words out...I was shocked at the sudden appearance

He was crying...not yell-sobbing but like...silent tears glistening

"Are- Are you...dead..Am-Am I going crazy?" I shook my head waiting for him to be gone, him to be a figment of my imagination

"No" he stepped closer just a meter away from me

"Then...where were you...WHAT HAPPENED!??" I whispered but ended up yelling anger,happiness,betrayal, confusion,sadness,excitedness, everything felt so overwhelming, I wanted to kiss the hell out of his soft lips but slap him for never answering his phone,for being away for 8 months

"I-I'm not human anymore" he said dropping to his knees, making them sink into the humid dirt

"What...what are you?" I whispered wrapping my arms around his neck, kneeling,putting my knees in the dirt made me know this wasn't a dream

"I...I'm something unholy..,something people should run from" he spoke while I held his face in my hands...

"What is it?" I told him kissing his cheek

"S-s-sh-sh-shifter..." He said sobbing

"So this is your normal form?" I smiled knowing he was one hell of a monster....he is my little monster

After some time he calmed down

"Yeah" he said facing me

His now dried tears glistened in the little light there was he cupped my jaw in his hand and caressed my pale cheek that was now turning bright red because of his soft gentle touch, I was so lucky to have him, he leaned in and so did I

His lips brushed against mine and finally they met for the first time, the sparks igniting in my body went completely nuts, my head felt like a soggy pancake and my knees were weaker than they already were, good thing we were on the ground, our lips synchronized and his name is now tattooed in my heart, when we separated we were breathing hard so I decided to finally tell him

"I love you too" I said smiling, I could feel his pearly whites back at me

"One more thing" he said smiling evilly and taking my arm, he whispered something and bit down, pain stinging up my arm and into my chest

Everything went Black.

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