Okay, so some of you may have seen the previous chapter that is now deleted.
So, basically, I was trying to befriend Jay and stop getting all worked up (which I've tried many times), but I wasn't sure if my dad would be okay with it. He wasn't exactly friends with Jay, let's call them enemies.
But family sticks together, and the conversation between us three made me realise again how much of a terrible person he is.
What I'm trying to say is, I have trust issues, and if I begin to trust a horrid person, pull me back. I'll come to my senses.