A Year Of Rocky Roads (Z.M) (Sequel to TGND) :Completed

Chapter 17:Reactions

AISHA'S (P.O.V)

"Zayn stop with those lines and just tell me what is it?" I asked pushing him to actually tell me. "Aisha the doctor says that Aaf is fine from the inside" this made me smile but then he continued "But they are still not sure of he will survive." my face dropped at this.

 "What do they mean he won't survive you just told me that the doctor said that he is perfectly fine then why won't he survive?WHY? THEY JUST CAN'T SAY THAT MY BABY MAY MOST PROBABLY DIE. THEY JUST CAN'T SAY THAT!" I screamed as tears flowed down my face and tears welled up in his eyes. By now my tube clad hands were on my face that had turned red as tears rushed down my face.

Zayn was now on his feet as he got on the edge of the bed. He held my hands in his rough yet warm hands gently getting them off my face and back to my sides."Listen babe they can't help it and it is a good thing tha they have told us so we can pray for our baby boy. They are saying it because they don't know if his organs are completely formed from the inside. There is a good chance that they are formed and if they are not there is a chance that they will get formed if take care of but I promise you that I wil do everything in my power to save him. I will do whatever it takes for me to save him. Whether it is to move to the other side of the world or spend every penny I have. I will do anything for him! Now we just have to pray!"he said as he kissed my hands and cheeks in the end holding my face in his hands gently looking deep into my eyes. 

I nod as the tears slow down a bit "But Zayn what if he doesn't survive. What if my baby boy can't survive. What kind of a mother will I be? To let him die? To let him suffer? To keep him from seeing this world!" I said as all of my thoughts spilled out of my mouth. 

The tears picked up their speed back up again as loud sobs left my mouth and my body shook. Zayn was quick to embrace me in his arms as I held onto his shoulders and cried at all the possibilities that could happen to my baby. Zayn was rubbing my back up and down knowing that it comforts me but right now I know nothing will work.

As I cry I keep repeating the same two sentences "He can't die Zayn! My baby can't die!" and Zayn says the same thing while he tries to control his own tears that brim his eyes and are ready to fall out.

But he holds them back for me. He whispers back to me each time I say the same thing " I know" "He won't" "Just pray baby!". 

We both sat there like that when eventually are families came and Zayn told them everybody including the boys and girls were shocked as I sat there with my head on Zayn's shoulder staring staright at the blank TV screen dried tear marks on my cheeks as I lay there without a movement and without a sound. Both mine and Zayn's mothers were crying while our fathers tried to calm them down to no avail.

 All the girls and guys sat in a corner in shock not knowing how to react. Safaa,Wali and Don were just sitting beside me in a line all of them grasping my hand squeezing it rubbing it. Soon everybody left as the visiting hours came to an end.

Zayn forced both of our mothers to go home and rest because of all of their crying.He promised everyone that he will tell them if we find out anything and they promised they will come back as soon as the visiting hours are back on. By the time they all were gone it was 12 something.

 Zayn lowered my bed back straight so I could lay down. He sat beside me "Babe you need to sleep now but I promise you that if I get to know anything I will tell you!". I nodded and closed my eyes as they burned from all the crying I prayed in my heart one last time before drifting off to sleep.

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I was sitting on the floor with white sheets under me I looked up to see that our whole living room was covered in white cloth with women clad in white all around me. My mother and Zayn's mom along with Wali,Don and Saf and all the girls sitting down completely covered in white their faces without even a speck of makeup as they cried with apparent bags under their eyes.