Foreign ~ AMBW~ Dean Fanfic

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Dean POV

What have I done?

Why didn't I just tell her the truth?

I wouldn't be hurting this bad.

After the concert, when she walked out...I couldn't bare the pain. I can't believe she walked out.

She won't even let me explain.

Hana isn't my fucking girlfriend anymore.

I broke up with her crazy ass the night I first went to Nani's house and we slept with each other. She was too clingy and just ugh!

I don't know why I didn't let the media know. I guess I was too caught up in Nani, I forgot to do that.

Now everything is fucked up and Nani will never forgive me.

"Dean! Open the fucking door!" A voice screamed from outside my apartment door.

"No."

"Dean you still have a career. You have things to do. You can't sit in there and mope."

The voice was Nello's.

"Fuck a career, I want Nani. I want to make things right." I said

"Dean you've been in there for a week now! It's time to just forget about her! She's moved on!" Nello said

Moved on?

"You're lying, she hasn't moved on that fast." I responded

"Her and Jake are really close now."

Jake.

That good for nothing bastard, making a move on my girl.

"What will make you open this door?" He asked

"Nani."

"Hyuk Kwon,she's not coming."

"Then I'm not coming out." I sighed.

"You have 24 hours to get yourself together and come out or I'm going to get someone to open this door for me." Nello ordered

"I hate seeing you like this bro." That was the last thing he said before he walked away.

Walking to my bedroom and crawling into the bed.

I didn't feel the need to eat, at moments I didn't feel the need to breath. I've been drinking hoping to drown the pain. I've cried nearly all day, everyday. I looked like shit and smelled like it.

Living in a world without the one you love is torture.

Nani makes me feel like I have a reason to live. She makes me truly happy, from her laugh to her smile. Her beautiful body and personality. She appreciates everything and everyone.

"Damn." I muttered

She's got me whipped

Hana on the other hand is the devil himself. When he first met she was a nice girl. But as we started dating and I became more famous she started turning into a monster. Cheating and stealing from me.

I spent 7 months putting up with that and I finally cut her off.

I also need to find out who leaked the videos and pictures. Once I find out their going to get the shit beat out of them.

I rolled over and grabbed the half empty bottle of soju and my phone.

Unlocking it, I go to my photos and scroll through the most recent pictures of Nani and I.

It was when we had the date in the rooftop. She was sitting across from me with two flowers over her eyes and her big beautiful smile. The next one was of the both of us laying in the garden. She had put little tulips in my hair and she had daisies in hers. Nani's head was snuggled in my neck and I was smiling.

Tears began to fall and I started taking swigs of the soju.

Did you really move on with Jake?

Did you really love me?

Do I really have to move on?

I could feel my body weakening but there was an excruciating pain in my chest.

I dropped my phone and the soju bottle. The bottle breaking as it hit the floor. I clutched my chest and I cried out.

Nani, please forgive me.

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