My Life

Rant

Ok so my fûcking parents r pîssed at me because I don't play violin at home and I haven't since forever

Let's get his clear:

it's my choice when I get to play violin not theirs

Ok?

Ok.

Then they have a go at me cause I finished all my homework for this weekend and I had free time so I could've played but I didn't cause I'm fûcking tired. And I'm actually genuinely tired.

Ok so I finish my homework Friday night and Saturday afternoon. That leaves Saturday night but my parents go to a party of some sort and they get home at like 11:30 at night and I only get to sleep at 12. That's not bad considering I sleep at like 1:30am on the weekends. But they decide to go to have brunch for Father's Day at this place an 45 mins - hour south of where I live and the shop closes at like 12 so we have to get there early. So I have to wake up at 8 am after going to sleep at 12. I'm fûcking tired and it's barely enough sleep. If I had my way, I wouldn't be out of bed by at least 10:30. But no, they decided to go have a brunch when we could have a perfectly good dinner instead. So I'm tired af.

Then I'm free for the whole Sunday afternoon but I'm tired af but I can't go to sleep so I just chill. I read, watch a little bit of Captain America the First Avenger. I can't be fûcked playing cause I'm tired and violin makes me concentrate resulting in me being tired even more.

THEN

THEN THEY DECIDE TO HAVE A GO AT ME

THEY FÛCKING ASK ME IF I PLAYED VIOLIN AND WHEN THE LAST TIME I PLAYED WAS

SO I DIDNT PLAY

I HAVE MY REASONS

AND THE LAST TIME I PLAYED WAS TUESDAY AND ITS SUNDAY

THEN THEY HAVE THE NERVE TO THREATEN ME

THEY FÛCKING USE MY WANT TO GO TO CANBERRA FOR A SCHOOL TRIP AND MY WANT TO READ BOOKS

THEYRE USING WHAT I WANT AGAINST ME

THATS NOT RIGHT

NO FÛCKING PARENT IN THEIR RIGHT MIND SHOULD DO THAT

THEY THREATEN ME THAT I CANT GO TO CANBERRA AND I CANT READ MY BOOKS IF MY ATTITUDE DOENST CHANGE

THEY USED HARRY POTTER AGAINST ME

AND IS MY ATTITUDE GONNA CHANGE

NO

IM A TEENAGER

NO TEENAGERS CHANGE

NOT UNTIL UNIVERSITY

THEN THEY HAVE THE NERVE TO COMPARE ME TO THIS PERSON WHO WENT INTO AN ARTS COMPETITION AS A SOLOIST

THERE IS NO WAY IM GOING SOLO

NOT YET

OK NO CHILD SHOULD DESERVE TO BE COMPARED TO OTHER CHILDREN. EVER.

IT

A: MAKES THEM FEEL UNWANTED

B: MAKES THEM FEEL WORTHLESS

C: MAKES THEM FEEL LIKE YOU WANT THE OTHER CHILD

D: MAKES THEM FEEL LIKE YOURE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR THEM

NO CHILD SHOULD EVER FEEL THIS WAY. EVERYONE IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE. NEVER DOUBT YOURSELF. AND IF ANYONE TELLS YOU OTHERWISE, THEY CAN GO FÛCK OFF.

So well that's what happened this weekend.

Oh and I can't watch any movies this weekend. No Netflix. No nothing. Bîtch