Forgotten [Jian AU (Boyxboy)]

6.

*AN* oh dear god, my babies, I'm so fucking sorry I haven't posted anything for so long. I feel ashamed. The thing is, I have no time to write. I'd love to, really, I like this story as my own child. It's just that I don't have enough time to sit down and write. But guess what, I'm back and I'm ready to write something good for ya. Hopefully. I feel like my writing skills died during those two months. Whatever, let's give it try. Please, Don't give up on this fic. I will finish it, eventually. It'll just take some time.

Love you loads. A. ♥

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(changing to "third person's pov") (just for this chapter though)

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It is one  of those days when Kian hates absolutelly everything. And those days had been bearable like a month ago, before he found out that he was going to live with his ex boyfriend. He was actually happy for like a week. Then it hit him. Justin forgot. He forgot about him, about what they had, hell he even forgot Kian existed. And it was slowly tearing him apart.

And then, when he saw him, everything fell down.

He never really forgot how pretty Justin was or how much he loved him. Never. Not even for a minute. But when he saw him, it was like falling for him once again. And he couldn't have that. He couldn't let that happen. He wanted Justin to rememeber him, though. For some unknown reason, he wanted them to be together again. That's why he told everyone they'd met before.

Did it help? Not in the slightest.

And now, Kian feels like shit because he remembers that he told Justin to stay in his room with him, that he wanted to cuddle him and he actually did and he wanted to kiss him so bad.

He's actually glad he didn't. He would suffer much more.

"Wanna tell me what the fuck is happening between you and Jc?" Andrea Asks before he and Ricky leaves.

"What do you mean?" Kian doesn't even look her in the face.

"Kian, Jeez, I can tell when something is wrong. You don't even know that guy, give him a chance."

Kian looks up and snorts. "Yeah, I don't even know him."

"Then tell me how the fuck do you know Jc, 'cause he certainly doesn't remember you." She frowns and Kian shakes his head.

"I can't tell you, A. I'm sorry. I just can't"

He's not sorry. He just knows he would break down crying and fuck that. He's not gonna cry because of Justin, once again.

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Andrea and Ricky leaves shortly after that. Jc is in his room and Kian is watching TV.

"Can I join you?" Jc asks quietly and Kian yelps in surprise.

"Huh? Oh..yeah I guess.." He moves to make a room for Jc on the couch.

"Wanna talk?" Jc continues talking.

"Justin I'm watching TV." He groans and for a minute or two Jc really is quiet.

"What?" he says then. Kian looks at him.

"What?"

"How did you just call me?" Jc frowns. "How do you..."

Kian doesn't say anything. Maybe this will finally help him remember. Jc shakes his head. "whatever."

Yeah, Of course, whatever. Why would he remember, right.

"Can we please talk?" He starts again and Kian groans in annoyance. he doesn't wanna talk to Justin. He doesn't want to talk to anyone. He wants to watch the damn TV. Alone.

"I don't think there's anything to talk about." Kian snickers. Jc moves closer to him and Kian feel the warmth of his body. He swallows hard.

"Kian." The way he says his name, it brings everything back. Kian looks at Jc.

"I don't wanna talk." he whispers and leans in. "So you better shut the fuck up."

And then they're kissing. Jc grabs him by the waist and pulls him closer, one hand inhir hair, tugging slightly and Kian yelps into the kiss and Jc slides his tongue in.

It's messy, Kian doesn't even try not to make it messy. He likes it like that.

He pulls away a little bit and starts nibbling on Jc's neck.

"Dude.. what."

"I told you to shut up." he groans and bite his neck and Jc moans, so Kian bites again.

It does shut him up. In a way.