Forgotten [Jian AU (Boyxboy)]

9.

Yes, it is me. It's me and I have no fucking idea why it is me. With Kian. With Kian out of all people!

Why didn't he tell me? What's so bad that he couldn't tell me? We were friends, as I can see. Or not?

"How many times I told you not to touch my stuff!" Kian's angry voice rings through my ears, hitting me right in the heart.

"Kian..."I turn at him. "What is this."

"Put it down."he takes it out of my hands and places it back on the drawer. "It's none of your business."

"None of my business? It's me! And you! Were we friends?"

Kian sighs. "Get out of here, please."

I try to hug him but he pushes me away. And now, I just understand anything. What have I done wrong?

"Kian, please. Just tell me!"

"Leave me alone. I can't... can't talk about it, okay? You'll just have to remember." he pushes me out of his room and locks himself inside.

Remember? Yeah, that's easier said than done. How am I supposed to remember when I have nothing to help me with it?

I get back to my room, laying on my bed. I need to figure this out. I need to know what happened. I need to know what have I done to Kian that he dislikes me so much. I need to know because I like him and care about him and because I want him. I want to date him. And if remembering the past is the only way, then I'll figure something out.

//

I smile as he runs towards me, arms wide open. He jumps on me, ankles hooked behind my back and he hugs me tight.

"You're late." I say and he snorts.  I carry him inside the house and clings to me like a baby koala. He's so cute. "You smell nice."

"It's the parfume you gave me." he smiles and hides his face in the crook of my neck. I feel his lips touching my skin. 

"If you wanna kiss me, do it properly." I tease him and he groans. 

"Justin, don't be a bitch."

I laugh and put him down. He blushes and looks away but I take his face into my hands and pull him closer. "Fine, then I'll do it." I press my lips firmly against his. Nothing steamy or freaky, I just wanted to kiss him. He sighs happily and opens his mouth a little, allowing me to slid  my tongue inside. We make out for a while and it's messy and little awkward as it's Kian's first kiss but I love it none the less.

"I'm gonna take you to my room and we're gonna practise, okay?"

He nods, his eyes shining in excitement. I pick him up bridal style and carry him into my room and he giggles the whole time.

Once we're in my room I throw him on the bed and climb on him. He bites his lip. God, why is he so hot. He's too young to be this hot.

"You want this?" I ask and he nods.

"Yeah.. yeah. I want you."

I kiss his neck and he continues. "I want you, all of you."

"Not yet baby." I lick down his neck and he shivers. 

"Not like this... I wanna be your boyfriend."

I lift my head and look into his eyes. "You already are, silly, for a while, actually."

//

I open my eyes and sit up. 

what.

the.

hell.

*AN*  heyya! guess who's back ,super late again. I'm sorry. Sometimes I simply forget this fanfiction still exists, oops.

Anyway, the next chapter is going to be the last one, mainly because I'm  a lazy bitch and I would never finish it otherwise.

Love all your support so far. YOU (yes you, reading this) are incredible. And I adore you for staying with this fic despite my awful update schedule. I love you lots my fairies. xoxo