Brendon's POV
Here I am, in Y/N's room at 3am because another dick face broke her heart. I can't take this anymore. I'm so fucking sick of having her heart broken by fucking assholes that don't even deserve a single bit of her heart. This is probably the fifth time I'm comforting her and I'm sick of it.
"Bren, what did I do to deserve this?"
Y/N cried while she was curled up on my lap. I ran my hand up and down her back, trying to get her to stop crying. Seeing her cry makes my heart ache and not in the good way.
Every heartbreak she goes through is hell for me and her. I love Y/N so much and it pains me to see her get hurt.
"Bren, I don't want to love anymore."
I pulled her up and lifted her head up so she could look at me. Her eyes were bloodshot red and her face was wet from all of the tears streaming down. I took a face towel and wiped her face.
"Y/N, love is a beautiful thing. You just love the wrong people."
"Love sucks."
I sighed, it's now or never.
"Y/N, you don't know how much it fucking hurts to see you crying over some bullshit excuse of a guy who doesn't give a fuck about you. Do you know how many nights I lie awake wondering if you're ever going to be okay? It's fucking hell for me whenever you get your heart broken. You're going around, giving the wrong people pieces of your heart, when I'm right here."
She looked up at me and her face gave me a sign to continue. I took in a deep breath and continued.
"How blind can you be to not see how I am in love with you? You're needing the wrong people. You're wanting the wrong people. Y/N, I'm right here! Have I ever let you down? Have I ever broken your heart? I don't get it! Why do you have to choose the ones that don't give a shit about you when the one who really cares about you is right here?"
I didn't notice that I was crying when Y/N wiped the tears off of my face. I stood up and she followed and hugged me from behind.
"Needing you isn't beautiful or romantic, it's fucking painful."
She turned me around so that I was facing her and she rested her head on my chest.
"I'm done loving the wrong people. It's time to love the one who's right for me."
Y/N looked up at me and she smiled.
"I love you, Brendon."
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