☾♡ BRENDON URIE IMAGINES ♡☽

Let Me Love You Goodbye

S M U T!

I was in front of Brendon's door, gathering up the guts to knock. I don't know why I am so scared to face Brendon. Maybe because I don't want to see his sad face, I'll just feel guilty.

When I broke up with him last week, he cried and it broke my heart. I didn't want to hurt him, but what's the use of still being with him if I've lost feelings for him?

I knocked on his door and he opened it a few seconds after.

"Y/N? What are you doing here?"

His eyes were so red, it's like the life has been sucked right out of him. I didn't want to look at him for too long, I didn't want to feel guilty.

"Hi, Bren. I just wanted to get the rest of my things..."

"Oh."

His face was sadder than he already was, if that was possible, and he let me in. I stepped inside and I went to our... or what used to be our room. I looked around and the place was filled with all of our pictures. I looked at one picture and Brendon was giving me a piggyback ride on our way home from the amusement park.

"Y/N..."

I turned around and there was tears streaming down Brendon's face. He walked towards me and he held my wrist.

"Please don't do this..."

I didn't know what to say. I don't know why I lost my feelings for him. It just happened. He pulled me into a tight hug and I can hear his soft sobs. I patted him on his back to try to calm him down.

"Y/N, I need you... so much. You have no idea how much of a wreck I am without you."

I pulled away from his tight grip and he looked at me and he placed his lips on mine. I was so in shock that I couldn't pull away. What is happening?

My brain took over me completely and I was kissing him back. The next thing I knew, we were on the bed. Brendon was hovering over me, removing my shirt. He disconnected our lips so he could discard his shirt. He instantly connected his lips on my neck, leaving obvious love bites here and there.

"Bren..."

He went up to my lips and gave me a quick peck.

"Baby, let me love you goodbye."

I was surprised and felt guilt take over when I saw his face. He looked at me with so much love and passion, yet there was hurt visible.

He connected our lips once again and he started removing my pants and underwear. He gently caressed my lower area and I let out a soft moan. He stood up to remove the rest of his clothes and he let his member slide into me with ease.

He slid his member in and out, gaining speed with every thrust. I couldn't help but moan uncontrollably. He connected our lips once again as I felt the familiar feeling growing in my stomach and I released my load while he's still thrusting into me. A few seconds later, Brendon's thrusts became sloppier and slower then I felt the warm liquid fill me.

He pulled his member out of me as soon as he was done and he laid down beside me. He looked at me as if he's waiting for me to say something.

"Bren..."

He gave me a small smile and he held my hand.

"Goodbye..."

His small smile turned into a sad one and his eyes filling up with tears. I released my hand from his and I put my clothes back on and left.