We Have To Try (Bajan Canadian FF)

Chapter 10-

We Have To Try-

Mitch took me to a random room in his cabin. I was so shy. so embarrassed to be here. He probably thought I was a freak. I got lost out in the forest and hit my head. Why am I such a freak?

Waves of anxiety ran over me. Thoughts ran through my head. Not good thoughts. Thoughts like:

You don't belong here.

You deserve to be dead.

I couldn't do this. I turned around, and ran.

As I slipped on my sneakers, I heard Mitch yelling my name.

I ran into the bushes, phone in hand.

I called Kyla. Why? I don't know. I guess after years of us being the same, I liked venting to her the best.

"Hello?" I said in the phone.

"Cass?! Why are you crying? Where are you?"

"I went for a walk, but I walked to far, and I got lost. I hit my head, and Mitch.. Mitch found me."

"You have to be kidding. Cass, this isn't funny. get back in the cabin. I'm sorry." Kyla tells me.

"This isn't a joke. I swear on my life" I say. "Okay. I don't care. Are you okay? Why are you crying?" She asks me.

"I'm not. But it's stupid."

"Well.. call me later. Okay?

"Okay. Bye."

I look around.

I see Mitch running out from the bushes. I turn and dart around. Sometimes I think twice about me being fat. I can run really fast. In no time, I've lost Mitch. At that moment, I feel... alone. I break down crying, falling to the ground.

This wasn't just because of the anxiety. It was everything piling up inside of me, everything threatening to explode within me.

I was breaking.

There was no one to see me break.

A/N:

heeey everyone!

yes, this is a long chapter.

It's because you guys have been waiting close to TWO MONTHS for an update.

so yeah, this book is starting up again.

Hope you enjoy!

xoxo,

Cassy ❤