If I stay (Joshaya AU)(Hunter)

Maybe this is the last goodbye.

RILEY POV

We have been here for hours now and my hope was beginning to fade. For all the years I have known Maya I have always had faith in her and her strength. She was always to tough one, the one who has been through hell and back and was still here, my best friend. But now my faith was quickly slipping away. We decided that we all need to go home and sort ourselves out, this was gonna be out final goodbye, less than 12 hours we'd know if she'd make it through or not, maybe this is the last goodbye. I walk to Maya limp, pale form and sat next to her. I looked at her grey face and her closed eyes. It had always been so easy for me to talk to Maya, she was always the one who I would go talk to too get a sarcastic comment or advice. Knowing I wouldn't be getting a reply from her was hard. I reached over and grabbed her hand.
'Okay, so I have no idea what to say to you, but please just know that we all need you back, everyone had changed since you have been, Lucas hasn't moved since he got here, it's the first time I have ever seen him cry, he's been smashing walls and kicking bins, he was almost kicked out twice. Farkles been drinking all night trying to get rid of the pain, he can't come to see you or talk to you, he'll break down but he needs you, we all do, I'm worried about what Lucas is gonna do. I can't even begin to tell you what Josh is like, he's not Josh anymore, he's different, he hasn't even cried since he got here, he's just been sat there staring at the wall with a blank expression, he's broken without you Maya, he loves you. Look I know you don't have Shawn and your mom, but you still have a family Maya! You always will, I'm your family Maya! We all are. Rileytown can't be a happy place with out you, because you're my happy place. Mom and dad have always thought of you as there caught Maya I know they'd take you in. I need to go but know I'll always be here for you, you're my family'.