why

chapter 1

    I once had good life with a wonderful family and a nice house but that all went away when my dad died I was only 12 years old I would never forget that horrible day.

    But now I am living with my mom in a three bedroom apartment which isnt so bad but it gets lonely here because I don't see my mom a lot because she got 3 jobs.

   Right now I am starting my new school today which sucks because I know i am going to go through hell. My old school was awful I got called names a lot, pushed up against lockers and got punched multiple times I just hope this year is different.

    Right now I am putting on peach colored tank top,a grey cardigan, high water jean shorts,and my white vans which goes great with my brown eyes.

    When I looked good I went over to my makeup station and put on lipgloss and some mascara. After I was done I went down stairs to see my mom in the kitchen making breakfast which is weird cause she is always gone when I get up for school.

"Hi mom I didn't know you were still here. Is the car not working cause if it's not I can drive you to work and then oick you up."

   Mom turned around smiled and said, "Good morning sweetie I am making scramble eggs and toast and the car is fine I don't get in the office until one more hour so I decided to make you breakfast for your first day."

    I was shocked, I haven't seen my mom smile in years just seeing her like this brightens up my day. 

  After I ate I went to my room and grabbed my phone, keys, and book bag got in my red mustang it was my was my dads before he died. On my way there all i could think about of all the bad things that might happen.

Oh well i got to be tough like my dad and dont let people run over me no more.                     
   
    When I got out all eyes were on me but I really didn't care so I walked in that office with my head held high getting ready for one hell of a week.

    I got my schedule and started walked down the hall to see all the kids looking at me and whispering.

   I ignored them and kept looking at my schedule to see where my locker was but my dumb self was not paying attention where I was going and I bumped into a hard chest.

I rubbed my forehead and said, "damn, i am so sorry I didnt mean to bump into you."

   When I finally look up at the person I hit it was a guy he was drop dead gorgeous his blue ocean eyes are just breathtaking I just wanted to stare at them all day but that all ended when he said, "Well next time watch out where you going bitch."

He pushed me down and walked away I was so mad who the hell does this guy think he is.

     I got up and said "look here tough ass i dont know who the fuck you are but don't ever talk to me like i'm some type of bitch on the street. Take my sorry and shive it up your ass." 

Before I got the chance to leave he speaks up "Go to hell bitch."

Now he was really being a pain in my ass. "Oh honey i'm already there." I was so proud of myself I finally had the gut to stand up for myself.

    When I finally found my locker I grabbed my books quickly because I was going to be late for my first class.  I hurried down the hall to find my classroom. I was already late so i just decided to walk normal.        

     When I finally found my homeroom everyone was laughing, texting, and listening to music the teacher wasn't even there.

  I looked all around and found one empty desk in the back I kept my head down not making eye contact with anyone.