why

chapter 2

    There a picture of rose on top^^^^

   I flutter my eyes open to see the morning sun blinding me I was going to get up but I felt a arm wrapped around my waist I turned around to face Josh sleeping like a baby.
  
  I wiggled my toes and felt them a little better then yesterday. I got up slowly and  walked over to the window to see that it is beautiful today.

Just as I was about to leave to let him sleep more he stirred in his sleep and got up looking at me.

"Good morning are you feeling better, if you want I can make you coffee or tea to help you relax."

  I smiled shyly and said. "I'm feeling fine, but thank you for looking after me I should go sorry for the trouble."

   I started limping to the door but Josh stopped me. "How are u going to make it to your house you don't have your car. let me make you something to eat and then I will take you home."

I didn't want to be rude so I just said okay. He got out of bed and headed to the bathroom.

  When he came out I could not keep my eyes off his chest those abs I knew it was wrong but I just couldnt stop.

  As soon as I saw him smirking I flicked him off and looked away. He chuckled lightly and went to get dress

    We headed down stairs and sat down by the island. He had a beautiful home. Josh started making scramble eggs and toast it smelled so good.

  When he finished he sat down beside me and handed me my food. I started eating and it tasted amazing but I had to hurry so I told Josh.

"Well thank you for breakfast but I have to go school starts in a hour so bye." 
 
   Before I can head to the door he grabbed my arm and said, "Hey you can't go to school your still hurt."

"I have to go I can't miss any classes and I'm not that hurt I really appreciate all that you have done for me. I got to go." 

  I walked outside to see my car I can't believe he lied to me. As i got in my car i noticed the keys were still inside.

  He is very sneaky. I pulled out the drive way and went to school I have clothes in my locker just in case this happened or something.

   I ran to my locker and got my clothes. I went to the bathroom did what I had to do then splashed some water on my face but when I looked at my reflection I was horrified I had a bruise on my right cheek and on my left eyes I looked awful but there is no time to put on makeup.

I ran out the bathroom and went to my first class when I arrived I sat down in the back to find Josh sitting in the seat where the other kid sat.
 
   "Why are you siting here? Where is the other guy?"

  "Oh I asked him to sit in the front so I can watch you?"

 I was shocked why does he even need to watch me I'm perfectly fine so I asked him. "I'm fine i'm not going to die now if you don't mind leave me alone."  

    My phone started ringing i picked it up the person on the phone said "So I see your little boy toy came to help you oh you just wait i'm going to finish what I started." Tyler said.
  
      Is this really fucking happening. This crazy pysco is tryna get in my head unfortunately its working.

This time no one is going to help me what am I going to do I can't run away and I can't tell my mom so what am I going to do i can't- "Hey are you okay​ who called you." I can't tell Josh.

"You don't care about me so mind your own business i'm going to the ladies room i'll be right back and I swear if you follow me I am going to drag your ass to hell with me." 
  
    I got up and headed to the bathroom and splash some water on my face. This is a total nightmare I know I can't stay in this bathroom so I walked out and went straight to class. 

   Class went smoothly even though Josh kept asking me who was on the phone but I never told him.

On my way to work I got a text message from my mom saying that she will be home at 5 in the morning and that she is going to eat out so that meant I have to eat out to. 

When I arrived at the cafa it was packed. I ran inside put on my apron and started waiting tables tonight is going to be painful and by that I mean big pain in my ass but that means more money so yay!!!!

    When everyone left I started cleaning tables. Today was good I got more money in the tip jar so that's good!

  I went to the back to clean the dishes but before I can start the front door open I yelled sorry we're close when I didn't hear them leave I went to the front to see who it is and to my surprise it was Josh.  

    "I'm sorry your going to have to come back tomorrow and what are you doing here anyway are you spying on me."

     It did seem strange I never seen him here before and I never told him I worked here so why is he here I mean I don't care but I am curious one minute he's pushing me down and telling me to go to hell and then the next he's taking care of me he has a lot of mood swings. 

   "Well I wanted to check up on you to see how your doing," there is always a catch to guys being so nice and here it comes.

  "Don't think i'm going to be mister nice guy and don't tell anyone that I helped you oh and don't think we're going to be friends or something more got it." 

 I knew it he's player he's just like my ex. I knew it was to good to be true he's an ass i'm pretty sure he doesn't no what love means and you know what I am going to tell him that because he needs to know he can't be a dick head all his life.  

    I laughed in his face and said, "I knew it your just like any other guy what you think i'm going to turn you soft, you know i'm very thankful for what you did but your an ass and a player and yiu always will be. I bet you dont even know wat love is. Love is something you feel when you meet that special  someone every time you touch them you feel sparks or when they smile you just feel like it's just you or her in the moment that's love but of cause you don't know how that feels do you. Forget it I don't even know why i'm talking to you. Get out I have to close up oh and let's get one thing straight I never bothered you in the first place I don't even know why you even helped me you should've just let get raped or hurt isn't that the type of person you are."  

    I walked over to the door opened it and waited for him to leave I am so pissed at him I can't even look at his face. He walked over to the door and stop and looked at me but I didn't I had my eyes on the floor when he left I locked the door behind me and left.

I'm so tired it's been a really long day I just want to go home take a hot bath watch hallmark and eat a bucket of chocolate ice cream then fall asleep on the couch that's really a messed up life but I can deal with it.