why

chapter 3

Pic of josh up top^^^^^

   As me and Jessie walk in school we see Josh flirting with some blond tramp.

As we got close to them josh looks at me with worried eyes. He isnt worried for me he is worried about his reputation

Josh is such a douchebag he wants everyone to bow down to him, well guess what Josh this girl is not getting down to no one.

   Jessie asked me, "Hey, why don't we go out tonight to take away all the stress?"

   "That sounds amazing I really need to forget get about Josh and everything.                                                                                                        "After school you want to come to the cafe with me and get something to eat then go to my house and pick out some dresses from my closet."

"That sounds good but Rose are you okay​ with everything that happen with you and that guy who almost you know."

    When he called me telling me he was going to finish what he started I told Jessie right now.  I was so scared and I still am but I can't let the fear take over me.

"Jess like I told you i'm fine I just got to be safe okay​ i'm going to be fine and anyway he haven't called no more so I think he back off so I'm okay​ for now."

    I really didn't want to talk about it no more so I closed my locker and started walking to first period.

When I got to class I went to my seat and to my surprise Josh was sitting right next to me I really didn't want to talk to him so I put on my headphone and started listening to "Bitch better have my money" by Rihana but before it could start someone yanked my headphones off.

I looked up at josh with a mad face. He is like a damn puppy he just wont quite bothering me.

"Josh give me back my headphones I really don't want to deal with you right now."

"What's wrong, is rose having a bad day."

"No I'm not having a bad day actually i'm having a great day. Me and Jess are going to a club tonight and hopefully hooking up with some hot guys to fuck us, use us, and-

I got close to his ear and whispered, "And hear are moans over and over." I looked him in the eyes to see a flash of lust but I maybe wrong.

     "Now I really don't want to look at you or hear you so why don't​ you bother your blond bimbo over there and leave me the hell alone."

    I pointed to a bunch of girls talking and giggling when he looked over at them I snatched my headphones back starting my music again to relax. 

When school was over I wrote down the last few words from the board when I felt someone touch my shoulder​. I flinched back thinking it was tyler but it was just Josh.

He put his hand on his neck and started saying, "Its only me. Are you okay? You seemed kinda scared."

I looked away and said, "Stop the act Josh I know you dont give a fuck so why dknt you just go find one of your little cheerleaders and fuck them since that the only thing you know how to do. Dont ever mention Tylers name ever around me."

Before I can leave he grabbed my elbow and turned me around to face him. I can see that he's worried for me but why he doesn't give two shits about me so why is he acting so caring.

"Rose did that guy say anything to you cause if he did I will kill him I don't want to see you getting hurt."

I ripped my arm away from him and said, "Stop fucking trying to look like you care cause you dont. "He" has nothing to do with you. just leave me alone. If he kills me or rapes me your the first one to know jackass."

  Before he can say anything I picked up my book bag and left. As I left I wiped a tear off my cheek.

Why does he do this to someone. He doesnt think about amyone's feelings but his. I need to be alone and just clear my headm