Chapter 11:

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*Niall's P.O.V.*

"I just want to keep you company." Thats a lie. I want her next to me.

"Okay." She slowly smiles and then bites her bottom lip.

No one is in the house when we get there and she immideately leads me to her room.

"Its nice up here."

"Yea thank you!"

"Welcome." I say and sit on the end her bed, she soon repeats the action.

"So what do you want to do?" she asks.

"I-I dont know. There isnt much to do around here...."

"Its fine." I smile and move my hand to her leg on accident, and she flinches.

"Sorry." I mumble.

"Its not your fault."

"What do you mean?" Has...no. no. no. no. "You dont...I shouldnt be.asking this but can I see?"

"Why?"  I look at her jeans and I notice her long sleeves. She cuts her arms and thighs....oh my gosh.

"I need to see how many times I wasnt here when you needed me..." Tears start to come to the edges of my eyes and I blink as fast as I can before they spill over. I cant let her see me like this.

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*Katelynns P.O.V.*

"I need to see how many times I wasnt here when you needed me..."

He says and I see the tears behind his eyes that he's holding back. I have a conflict inside of not wanting him to see but I know he needs this somehow. I dont know why but I pull up my sleeves.

His tears are now under no control as they run doen his cheeks slowly, his face red.

"Never again. I cant let you do this. Never again will you be without me when you need me, I promise."

The words make my eyes take the best of me and I begin crying to. He pulls me in for a hug and this time, I dont flinch. Not because of his words,but because I trust him.

He brings his chin up on top of my head and kisses my forehead softly. It may have been a crying fest, but this is the side that I like most of Niall.

I look up at him and I end up staring at his lips.

"What wrong." He pratically whispers.

At the same soft tone and volume I reply,"Nothing." and I lean in towards the lips that I have been staring at for awhile now. He leans into me bringing his right hand to my face. When his lips touch mine they are gental not rough like Lukes. And thats how I know, he cares.

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(A/N: I know dont yell at me! Its been a long time since ive updated but ive started two new stories. One of which cane out a couple weeks ago and one that is coming out in the new year. Happy thanks giving everyone by the way.

Oohhh Niall and Katelynn kissed!!! Im just as excited as you are. trust me. And I know its been a short chapter but still... alot had happened. haha

Goodnight my loves

Mama bear over and out! Xx

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