Maddys P.O.V
Ali came to pick me up. We stayed at Adam and Alesa's place until Monday because for sure I knew he was going back to my place. Right now we're getting ready for the day. All I have to do is survive the rest of the week.
"You sure you want to do this?" Alesa comes around to ask. At least Alesa, Jess, Shelby, and Ali are going to be with me the whole day. Jess and Shelby were visiting. I actually think Shelby is going to move here. So the whole gang will be here. Ross and Max got girlfriends and they were fun to hang out with, turns out Auggie, my old therapist is Max's girlfriend. (A/n: yes they have girlfriends, yes I know I'm late, I wanted to know their names first. Ross' girlfriend is Ashlie, I still don't know Max's girlfriends name, but when I find out I'll replace Augest with that.onto the story! I'll explain more at the bottom)
"Yes I'm sure."
"Ok...I'll be attached you the whole day, Jess, Shelby, Ali, Em, Augest, Ashlie will be there too. Everthing will go ok." Aww, sweet.
"Thanks Alesa." She leaves the room and I break down and sob.
Timeskip to the office because traffic sucks balls! I would know, I'm driving right now. Not me, my parents...you know what I mean! #dontwattpadanddrive #dontpokemongoanddrive
I realize there's no don't drink and drive hashtag, are people really that stupid to drink and drive anymore? *looks back on 2016* ...don't answer that question.We all walk in, Alesa and Ali go to my left and right. I look down, hiding my tear-stained face. Farther, just a little farther. Jess and Shelby see us and they come in and go in the front and back. Just a little bit more. Augest and Ashlie see us and quickly fill the gaps. We reach my office with no casualties. Jess, Shelby, and Ali walk off to go record. Ashlie, Auggie and Alesa stay with me. Sitting on my couch. We reach awkward silence, only to be broken by loud pounding on the door.
"I've got it." Ashlie gets up and opens the door, revealing a worry-faced Red ahem Michael looking down. "Oh. It's you." She says in disgust. Ashlie goes to close the door, but Michael stops the door with his foot.
"Can I please talk to Maddy?" He asks softly.
"That's Madison to you." Augest retorts. I could sense his hurt from here."Can I please talk to...Madison?" Red asks once again, softly.
"Why?" Augest spits at him.
"What's it to you?" Ashlie adds to the turmoil.I'm just going to end this right here right now.
"Who are you talking to?" I ask.
"What do you mean who are we talking to...ohh." Ashlie and Auggie finally get the gist. "I don't know...nobody's at the door." They say sarcastically.
"Maddy please! I need to talk to you! I didn't kiss her! She kissed me! I don't like her" Michael started shouting out fake reasons at me. I couldn't take it anymore, so I just got up and walked out. Ignoring him all the way to the door. But then he grabbed my shoulder.
"Maddy please!" I looked him straight in the eye. Oh how I'm going to miss looking into those beautiful eyes of his.
"What."
"I don't love her, when I opened the door she jumped onto me. And before I could react you walked in. I don't like her or love her. I love you."
"Oh really?"
"Really."
"Then how come every night you go out with the guys instead of coming home with me?" (A/n: oooooohhh busted!!!)
"..."
"How come I'm always the one to get blamed if something goes wrong between us? How come I'm always the one whenever you sleep over or I sleep over I always do the chores while you and Barney are gaming when you could maybe even ask if you could help? HOW COME I'M ALWAYS THE ONE TO SAY SORRY FIRST? WHY IS IT THAT IT SEEMS EVERY TIME I'M THE ONE THAT GIVES GIFTS AND SHOWS MY LOVE AND AFFECTION MORE THAN KISSES, HUGS, AND STUPID PET NAMES?! IF YOU DIDN'T LIKE ME ANYMORE YOU COULD'VE SAID SO! THEN IT WOULDN'T HAVE TO END LIKE THIS!"
"I...didn't...cheat..." He stumbles on words, wide-eyed and tears glistening in his eyes I felt bad for making him cry, but these past few months he didn't really do anything for me except for kisses and hugs. I gave the gifts, I did the chores, I show my affection in more ways than one. It would've been nice if he did in return.
"It doesn't matter if you cheated or not! All of these things apply to this! If you didn't like me you could've said so, just because of all the kisses and hugs doesn't mean it makes me feel loved or even appreciated! And to think I was going to ask you to move in with me soon!" I throw up my hands in defeat, his eyes widen even more. Now tears are streaming down his face. I made him feel guilty...didn't I? I hope so.
"I'm...I'm sorry...I-I-I didn't know I wa-wasn't making you feel loved." He moves in for a hug but I push him away.
"Sorry isn't going to cut it this time." I storm out the first door out of the office, slamming it behind me, running down the stairs with tears streaming down my face. Push open the glass door, unlock and hop in my car, and start the engine. All the while sobbing. I hit the gas and speed out of the parking lot. Stupid stupid stupid! You should've known that was going to happen today! I adjust my rear-view mirror.
There he is.
Just standing there.
Shoulders shaking because he was sobbing.
Just like me.
He just stands there, the one I thought I would love forever.
Until he disappears from view.
And potentially,
My life.And just because I ended it, doesn't mean I'm not hurting too.
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Awww I'm sowwy guys. Don't worry it gets better, but you know what doesn't?! My tiiiiitttlllesss! Oh and my memory. I forgot my Spanish homework at school for the 2nd time in a row! I'm so screeeeewwwed! I hope I can get it on Sunday! But I doubt I can. God dammit. I'll just write em with Quizlet. Damn I thought I was going to start off the school year right but NEVER MIND! Yeesh I'm bad.Ok so I heard news. Do you guys remember Jinbop? JinbopGaming, the guy that used to work at Sky Media but then quit to go 'do his own thing?'
Did you know that doing his own thing included being a Child Pedophile?
If you don't know what that means it means making Child Pornography.
Yup.
When I first heard I'm like, 'nah that isn't Jin' but listen here, this information is from Scarce, a Youtuber that gives news regarding Youtubers:
Some guys, fans or something I'm assuming have done a little digging and found out Jin's real name, unfortunately Scarce didn't say his real name, but that name was regarding a Child Pedophile case. He said that Jin has gone to court and stuff like that. It sort-of clicked because he hadn't posted in a month or so, which is a long time. All of his fans have went berserk and was asking where he went. I thought, hmm maybe it's a coincidence. But there is actual video and audio recordings of this, which is scary. Scarce said there was a video or something saying that he was trying to convince a 13-14 year old to show her body, and privates on camera. He said he would treat her like 'his lover' but not his girlfriend. And more details that I don't like explaining, so if you want to go see search up 'Youtuber arrested for Child Pedophile" it should be by Scarce, but it has a longer title than that. I honestly think it's true, but I'm hoping its not.Alright well virtual hugs everywhere! *izzie gives you virtual hug*
Thank you guys so much for 300 reads! And do me a favor and don't forget to remember: if you're not smiling, you're doing it wrong.
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FanfictionOk sooo, I'm way too lazy to write Y/n all the time, and I don't want it to be like. 'Blah blah saw Y/n.' So your name is going to beeeeee: Madison! Or Maddy. If you don't like the name you can change it. I just don't want to write Y/n all the time...