Ok sooo, I'm way too lazy to write Y/n all the time, and I don't want it to be like. 'Blah blah saw Y/n.' So your name is going to beeeeee:
Madison! Or Maddy.
If you don't like the name you can change it. I just don't want to write Y/n all the time...
Heeeeeyyy! Guess who finally got time to make a chapter! THIS GIIIRLL! Shit, school is booorriiing! My science teacher is the worst! I'm pretty sure I fell asleep in class...OH WELL! AT LEAST I GOT GOOD GRADES! ON WITH THE STORY! DON'T START SONG UNTIL I SAY SOO! DON'T PRESS THAT PLAY BUTTON! ========================== Maddy's P.O.V
"Why are we doing this again?" I ask, obviously knowing the answer. But I just want to see if I can clarify, which I doubt I can.
"BECAAAUUUSE, we want you to get back on your feet! " Krista (Max's girlfriends actual name) said to me. Causing all the women in the room to nod their heads.
"Guys? Seriously? Its only been 1 week since I broke up with him..." I use the word 'him' because I just don't want to say his name. Puts a gross feeling on my tongue.
"And you've been moping around doing nothing except for crying and sleeping." Ashlie adds to the conversation. Not making any of my chances better to stay home and do the same things over again! But then again, they were right. Ever since that break-up I haven't been productive. Not going to work, though everyone understands, not even eating! And food is one of my favorite things!
"I...guess I'll go."Everyone except me squealed, made me tug on a tight dress that didn't match what I would wear, globed on make-up and curled my hair, trying to make me look pretty. But I'm not. (A/n: saaaaammmee) Made me wear high heels and hauled me out to the car. I'm between Ali and Alesa. Krista is driving, Ashlie in the passengers seat, and poor Em was stuck in the trunk. Though it was big and we could turn and talk to her if we wanted.
Here we go, time to be social. I guess we're going clubbing.
(A/n: if you do not know what clubbing is, it's jumping between bars/clubs and trying to make it to all of them before 6:00 am. My brother had done it before, same with my mom. My dad went along but didn't drink because he's a responsible human bean! And he was driving so...)
TIIME SKIP! (Like the huge one you did for posting chapters, except it wasn't a time skip, we actually had to wait.) {SHUT UP PLEASE!} Ok...I lost my friends, I'm stuck in a club with random drunk people, and I don't know the way out...I'm sorta in a dilemma here. Shit shit shit shit shit shit! Drunk dudes 3:00! Ok, ok, ok, speed-walk towards the door! GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO!
"Heeeyyy! Pretty lady wheeerrree do you thhhhink you're goin!?" One of them shouted just as I busted through the open doors. I lost them, but I also lost my friends...I'll just text them to say I'm leaving. Yeah. I pull out my phone, aaaannnnd its dead. Just my luck. Oh well. Time to walk home.
Timeskip of the most shittiest story evaaaarr!
Here I am, sitting on the side of my special hill with my guitar. The wooden fence leading up to our tree with the tire swing we had put weeks ago.
Flashback:
"Red? What are you doing?" I walk up to see Michael holding a carving knife to the tree.
"Well, now that we're done with the fence and swing, I thought I could make this special tree ours..."
Flashback end
I look back and faintly see the carving-R+M encircled in a heart. I sigh, replaying the security camera feed my dad had placed outside our house when we had a close break-in. Kept hitting refresh and replay a thousand times. Then I see something start to show up...replay, refresh, replay. It shows, and it shatters my heart.
Red was right.
Lisa jumped on him.
And I'm still an idiot. Heh.
He won't take me back now, not anymore. Plucking strings I start a tune, which turns into a song.
(PLAY SONG NOW! SORRY ITS A BIT MUFFLED)
And I hate to say I love you When it's so hard for me And I hate to say I want you When you make it so clear You don't want me
I'd never ask you 'cause deep down I'm certain I know what you'd say You'd say, "I'm sorry, believe me, I love you but not in that way."
And I hate to say I need you I'm so reliant I'm so dependent I'm such a fool
When you're not there, I find myself singing the blues. Can't bear, Can't face the truth
You will never know that feeling You will never see through these eyes
I'd never ask you 'cause deep down I'm certain I know what you'd say You'd say, "I'm sorry, believe me, I love you but not in that way."
You'd say, "I'm sorry, believe me, I love you but not in that way."
Song end
"I still love you that way Maddy." I jump at the sound of his voice, so recognizable, so calming. I turn and face him.
"Red." Red smiles at me sadly, I slowly stand and walk over to him. Then I throw my arms around him, crying my eyes out. "I'm so sorry! I should've believed you!"
"It's ok, its all good. You just reacted from what you saw." He whispers into my ear. I sniff and pull his arm-a gesture to follow me. The moon was out, slightly lighting up the darkness. (A/n: this is what it looks like.\/)
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It was a beautiful night. Red was right behind me, we reached the tree and I faced him once again. His hand caresses my cheek.
"I'm so, so sorry." I say once again.
"Its fine, just as long as I get you back in my arms once again." His soft brown eyes are looking straight into mine.
"Only if you want me back..."
"Why wouldn't I?"
"Because I made a horrible mistake."
"Its okay Maddy. I still love you."
"I love you too." +++++++++++++++ So so so so so sorry for the super late update, lots of drama happened, Camp Nan-A-Bo-Sho happened, lots of DRAMA! Volleyball, school, homework, trust me its worst than it sounds. I'll try and get updates in whenever I can, I'm sorry!
