Black Heart // M.C.

four

For the first time in a long time...i didnt feel alone. Michael made me feel needed and loved.

Michael - hey ill text you in the morning night.

Me - good night

But then , I was alone again. I was in the darkness of my room. Tears started to fall from my face and my thoughts were now controlling me.

No one cares

Just do it already

You're pathetic

They were mocking me and i hated it, but all i could do was nod.

Walking into my bathroom i lay my cold body into my bath tub and lay there for a few seconds.

My arm extends and i start to reach for a dark plastic bag. I unzip it and grab a small blade. I lay my arm outside the tub and start to cut deep and slow ,One...two..three in each arm. Hot tears fell from my face but yet i smiled? . i didnt consider it pain anymore, it was more like a treatment that made me feel better.

After cleaning myself up i come across my mirror, looking at myself i start to cry again. I had no idea who i was or am. I was like a lost puppy waiting for his meaning. Laying in my bed all i see is darkness..and thats when they started to take over.

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“ bye mom” i said with a smile

But all she did was look down at me and shut the door behind her. I never knew why everyone hated me. Was i annoying? Or was i just a bother to everyone. I didnt care or try anymore.my parents obiously dont care about me and so why should i care?.

*buzz* *buzz*

Michael - hey wannna hang today?

Me - yea

Michael - ill pick you up in 10 :)

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A/N

Agaim very sorry for not updating but im trying to update all the stores.
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P.s this is a short story

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