most of you don't know this (because you don't see me irl) BUt I aM TiNY and because of my size, i have a few disadvantages...
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1. people misjudge me
i am considered a senior, so most of the time i hangout with older people, for example, 13 and above. I aM LiKE AN AnT AMOnG hUManS
i am clearly exaggerating but still. it's kinda true. when i first came to this school (i was a new student in 2016), everybody asked me why i was so short because they ThoUGhT I wAS FoURteEN
BUT NOOOOO WHEN I TOLD THEM I WAS TWELVE THEY FreAKED oUT but then they said, oh yeah maybe that's why you're so short ._.
2. sports
i am a sporty person (i think), and my height annoys me.
im a runner and dancer, and my height doesn't really affect my performance, but when it comes to netball i am at a disadvantage.
people say, oh but you're super fast and stuff but NO WHEN I TRY TO BLOCK PEOPLE IT DOESNT WORK
sure im fast and i can catch up with the girl but when they throw highballs I AM NOTHING
my teacher in charge says i look like an ant running across the court :p
3. height differences
all my close friends are taller than me. sure they're older BUT THEYRE TALLER
when i stand next to them im like:
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(my drawing is really bad) :p
sometimes when i pay close attention to their eyes, they're staring at something OVER my head
i be like, hey.
no answer.
louder, i say, hey over here
oh, sorry, i didn't see you
FACEPALMS
but i guess it's not their fault, theyre taller than me
4. clothes
and this is what i mentioned in the previous chapter.
every week i wear the same clothes to school, church or hangouts. why? well, my body is too small, so i can't find clothes of my size.
like seriously, a crop top for an average girl is like a t-shirt for me.
so there was this time i was going through where i felt unnecessarily frustrated because of clothes.
yeah. i got frustrated because of clothes.
whenever i packed for a trip, i would moan about not having enough clothes. sometimes i wear the same shirt twice in one week. it frustrated me.
but one night my sister just spoke to me saying that she once had that problem. she said she just forgot about it and voilà, new clothes appeared.
it doesnt happen like that, of course, but what she meant was, forget about the negative things. think about how blessed you are to actual have clothes. then, when you are completely humble, God will bless you.
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i feel kind of stupid for saying that i was frustrated because of clothes but it's trueee
