Uncle Si's Daughter (Zayn Malik Love Story)

Chapter 4

Jill's POV

I walked downstairs to see all the lads watching some football (soccer) game.

"Hey.... Ummm I'm gonna go walk around town. Umm.. Yeah. Bye!" I said awkwardly.

"Wait! We're about to get dinner!" Niall yelled jumping up and grabbing his phone.

"Ok, I'll be back soon." I said walking out the door.

I was walking around when I found a park.

I went and sat on one of the swings. I just sat down to think about life and anything else that I think about.

'Why did he cheat?'

'How long has he been cheating?'

'What did I do to make him cheat?'

'Why did she have to die?'

'Why did she... Why did she leave me?'

'Why me?'

I kept asking myself. Why did she have to die?! Why couldn't it be me?

*flashback*

"Mummy! I'm hungry!!" My 7 year old self yelled at mum.

"Alright honey! Lets get some dinner."

"Mummy what are we getting?"

"I don't know. What do you want?" She asked looking at me.

That's when it happened. Some random truck rammed into her side.

All I remember was screaming and crying.

"I'm sorry sweetie. But your mum, she's gone."

*end of flashback*

I sat there crying for I don't know how long.

It's my fault she's dead. It's my fault that we were in the car at that moment.

After a couple minutes I walked back home. Still crying.

I walked through the door to be greeted with questions.

"Where have you been?!"

"What did you do?!"

"Do you know how long you were gone?!"

"SHUT UP! I went to a park. I sat on a fucking swing! And no! I don't know how long I was gone!! But I know one thing! I'M NOT FUCKING 5 YEARS OLD!" I screamed at them.

Their faces looked shocked.

"Why are you crying?" Zayn asked.

"It doesn't concern you." I spat at him and ran back upstairs to my 'room'.

*RINGGGGGGGGG*

Was heard through the phone as I called Nate.

"Hello?" I heard his voice through the phone.

"Hey," I answered tears still streaming down my face.

"What's wrong?"

"I need you. Like here, right now." I said crying into the phone.

"I'm on my way, just text me the address(AN Simon and the boys both live in London)"

"Ok. I'll see you when you get here."

"Alright. Bye."

"Bye."

I texted Nate the address and laid on my bed in a pool of tears.

I guess I fell asleep because the next thing I know is I'm being shook awake.

"Wksienrid" I said still half asleep.

"Wake up butt face!" I heard Nate say.

"I'm up biach"

"Good. Are you ok?" He asked sitting down on the bed next to me.

"No.." I started," Why did it have to be her?"

"Oh, I can't answer that." He started," But I can say one thing, god planned it for a reason."

God, damn sure works in terrible ways sometimes.

"Mmm,"

"Here, I'm gonna throw your bags out the window. Then we are going to 'go get something to eat' and we'll fly to Indiana tonight." Nate said while grabbing my bags.

"You sure you wanna go?"

"Of course. You need me."

*downstairs*

"Me and Nate are going to get something to eat." I yelled before we walked out of the door. Hopefully for the last time.

"So, did you hear about Jack?" I asked

"Yes, I'm sorry." He answered.

"It's ok I guess. I just wanna a how long." I stated while in the car.

"I honestly have no clue."

*At the airport*

"Hi. I need two ticktes to Indiana." Nate said while paying and getting the tickets.

"Let's go," he grabbed my hand and drug me to the scanner thingy.

*durring the flight*

I had my earbuds in listening to some random music on IHeartRadio.

"I wanna be scared, don't wanna know why.

Wanna feel good don't have to be right, the world makes all kinda rules for love.

I say you gotta let it do what it does."

It was one of my favorite songs, "I Want Crazy", by Hunter Hayes.

"I don't want just another hug and a kiss goodnight.

Catchin' up calls and a date sometimes.

A love that reveles and still believes.

We're the kinda crazy people wish they could be, yeah.

I know we're crazy, yeah."

Slowly yet surely, sleep consumed me.

°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°•°°°°°°°°°°•°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°•°°°°°°°°°•°°°°°°°°°°°°•°°°°°°°°°°°•°°°°°•°

Well, there you go..... MUAH!!!!!!

Love you all..........  :* :)