Irrational Fears
"I didn't go.
I also didn't go Friday.
I'm also freaking the fuck out.
I've missed three or four and a half days of school and I knew I shouldn't have missed the second and third day.
Mum made me and now, I know my fear of it is irrational, but I'm terrified to go because I have about ten tests along with multiple missing assignments in each class and notes, and my fear is extremely irrational but I'm terrified to go in and my anxiety and depression have been spiking like crazy.
You might know my fear is irrational, but I'm trying to convince myself and it's so hard because this is already last year, and it's only been a few weeks.
I'm not sure if I'm supposed to send this or not because this is more of the two am me talking, but I can't tell the difference at the moment. I'm sorry about this and I seriously hope your fever and sickness goes away."
AUTHOR'S NOTE:
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6September2016
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Its your Cunt, Lena. *My picture, give credit.* I'm gonna kms I've officially missed 5-6 days of school fml. I sent this to my best friend and I'm terrified of school and that they feel I'm annoying. Plus they're sick and I hope they feel that mental sickness is like physical sickness. I've started watching The Flash and it's great, about to start watching The Arrow. Love you guys, night *insert name for readers*.
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