JAMILLA POV
Long week of thinking in my room restless nights. Not answering anyones calls I just wanted to be alone. When mom went to work I pretended I went to school when all I did was sneak right back in through the back door. I hated myself for letting her think that way of me. I wanna die I can't take going to school and facing her knowing that all she did was make a fool out of me I'm sure word already got around the school.
MIA POV
I woke up this morning to a ton of messages, Naj sent me a mirror pic of what she was wearing >>> so I decided to kinda match her swag (mia's outfit in the comment box) After doing my hygiene thing I got dressed snapped a pic put it on insta captioned *On my way to school* grabbed my keys and drove to school. I got there naj had been sitting on the front steps waiting for me.
"Hey bae." she said as she pecked my lips.
"Hey looking cute." I looked her up and down and bit my bottom lip she laughed and playfully hit me
"Thanks hurry up before we both get a tardy shit, got me waiting on you all day."
"My bad."
We walked into school and went to my locker
"I wanna put my stuff in ya locker today because, yea I just want to." she said smirking and putting her bag in my locker as the bell rang
"Oh shit."
"Damn." she ran
NAJ POV
I ran so fast to class I didn't even say later to mia but oh well. I stumbled into class.
"Pass?" Ms Jefferson asked
"No." I said breathing heavily and sat
"That's a tardy so you mind as well just go now." she pointed out the classroom
"Damn! not even a warning?"
"No go."
I got up and left to the principals office. I saw Mia in there so I giggled to myself seeing her beg for a warning being as tho she's always saying how she's so "bad"
"A tardy already, you just got back"
"Yes, but Mr. C can it be a warning it's my first time." she said puckering her lip
"Yea I guess Stellone don't lemme see you again."
"Okay I promise Mr. C!" she smiled and came out of the office
"Next!" he hollered
"Yo ass got a tardy too." she teased
"Shush." I pushed her out my way
"Miss Maraj once again this week." he said scrolling down his computer screen
"Yea I know can I have my detention so I can go back to class?"
"Yep, today after school."
"Ight." I took the discipline and left
JAMILLA POV
I noticed I was growing weak, I was in love with her and she broke my heart. She took it and ripped it all up in her hands stomped, pissed, and spit all over it. I got up outta bed and went into the bathroom to the full body mirror and looked at myself, but I wasn't myself anymore my eyes were puffy my wrists were bleeding my hair was a mess my nose was running my body was thinner. I took a heavy inhale and let my head fall back as I exhaled what is life anymore? How do I go about living looking so ugly not even make up can cover these scars not even another love can heal this hurt. I went toward the wall cabinet that were full of meds I had to take long ago when I attempted suicide. I remember that day like no other March 5th 2010, 7:30 pm my dad had beat my mom and then whooped my ass because SHE foundout HE was cheating I was so hurt and badly bruised I slit my wrist so deep that I put myself on life support for about 10 months. I finally got out, and they gave me so much medication. Here it is this cabinet is a death trap and I'm glad all I need is an overdose and I'm gone no more stress. I opened up a bottle and popped eight pills grabbed the glass cup filled it with water and gulped all eight pills when I fell to the floor the glass shattered and so did I out cold and lifeless on the marble bathroom floor.
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Nicki Minaj-My Daughters Keeper (Completed)
FanfictionHi Im naj and this is my life nd story of being my mothers keeper nd Nicki Minaj's daughter!