Grieving and Losses, It's all over

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Jamilla's Mom Pov

"Damn, I forgot my papers!" I turned around and drove all the way back home and unlocked the door. It was silent, but not silent enough I heard the bathrrom faucet running so I had went upstairs and to the bathroom when I seen my baby on the floor her wrist bleeding perfusely a glass shattered next to her I rushed to her side, "Jamilla! Jamilla!" I screamed and screamed I even performed CPR but nothing worked I called the paramedics they showed up ten minutes later I layed in the waiting room all day crying and looking through all the pics in my phone of us of her acting silly out happy messages our arguments I grew weak and just layed silenty with my eyes wide when the doctor came out in disappointment she looked at me and sighed "I'm sorry." she said I immediately got up and ran to the room where they had her all covered up "My baby!!! No!!!"  cried so hard I cried so long jamilla was the only family I had to love me left, shes the reaason I stayed off drugs, shes the reason I kept a stable job, shes the reason everything, she was my everything my babygirl is dead and gone.

RIP Jamilla Ashlynn Walker March 7th 1998- December 2nd 2013

Naj Pov

I'm sitting in class when I get a text, a suicide alert text I clicked and it read

RIP JAMILLA ASHLYNN WALKER gone but not forgotten and there was a picture of her smiling, I only seen her smile like that whenever we were together. I couldn't believe it so i got up and caused a scene.

"Is this some kind of fucking joke!?" I yelled looking around as everyone looked at me in fear. "What the hell are yall looking stupid the fuck for are you fucking kidding me!? why the hell would yall do somehting like that it aint funny!" the teacher asked me to calm down. "No bitch you calm down!"  flipped my desk and attempted to walk out she grabbed my arm and I punched her square in the nose everyone OOooooed as I ran out the class the cop stopped me I started punching him in his armoured suit there was nothing left in me I cried as he turned me around and arrested me and stated "You are under arrest for bullyinng charges and causing a suicide." he took me away as I saw Mia running toward me he pushed her back and all i could do was shut my eyes and hope for this all to be over.

THREE MONTHS LATER

I was sitting in the pin when visiting hours had started I saw my baby prince and my mom.

"Naj!" he ran to me but the police stopped him. we aren't allowed to hug. "I hate bein in here momma." I pleaded "I know baby." she said as she held my hands I wanted to cry but I wanted stay strong too. "I miss you naj." prince said as he put his head down. "I miss you too baby." I blew him a kiss and he blew me one back. Just then my mom looked at me concerned and sad and said "You know Mrs. Walker commited suicide two days after jamilla right." "What? why!?" I jumped "Because she said she had no reason to live she wanted to be with her baby and that's the only way she can, she loved her, what happpened between you two?" I looked away "I don't wanna talk about it." I said when the cop yelled "Visiting hours are over!" They took me away  watched my mother cry and leave, Two more years in the pin

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