COLD BLUE

Prologue

"What are you doing, get off me!"

"Baby, come on! I know you want me."

"Abel, seriously, stop! Get off of me!"

"But I love that cute face of yours." I stop squirming for a moment and blush instantaneous, damn him.
"Abel, I'm serious get off me you're heavy!"

"Fine." He says firmly getting up from on top of me revealing his figure. I get up from being pinned on the floor and sit upward, but remained seated on the floor. I look him up and down, admiring his every feature, without blinking an eye. He was tall, tan, extremely handsome; eyes an ice blue-grey shade, he had a tone body that his tight shirt hugged, he screamed Greek god perfection. I subtly bite my lip, making sure the gesture goes unnoticed.

"I know you want me."

"No," I scoff trying to seem offended by his accusation  "I don't! So don't flatter yourself."

"Yes, you do."

"Abel, no I don't!"

"Yes, you do."

"No, I don't ok, it's just you're my-"

"You're what?. . .You know it's not forbidden, and I know you want me."

"What are talking about? I don't, ok. I can't, you know why, because you're my. . ."

"That's irrelevant, all right!" He burst in an irritated raised voice. I look at him, his eyes look irritated for a moment but a guilt that followed soften them. He gazes down at me, his eyes holding a longing feeling, which shades them light blue.

"Listen Em, I know you want me, ever since we met, alright. I had this. . .feeling, these feelings, an almost magnetic attraction. . .to you" he paused momentarily, and lowered his eyes "don't you?"

"What are you talking about? I told you I don't, I can't. . .we can't."

"I know you can't but I don't care if we can't! I want you! I linger for you! I wanted you since our eyes met. I want you, here and now, fucking you so hard that the last breath you exhale will have my name! I want you to be mine, and I know you want me too." I turn red hearing his words then look down. He leans into me, cups me by my chin, and pulls up my face to look at him. I sadden staring into his eyes, because he was right, I did want him, bad, but I couldn't have him.

"I don't care about the rest, or that we can't. I just want you."

"I do! And you know why I can't have you! It may not be extremely forbidden. . .but it sure as hell felt like it." I burst irritated, no sadden.

"I see. . .I understand, but I don't care, I know you want me. I know you do. . .so, please just say it." The room fell silent for a moment. The tension grew, with each passing second.  "No. . ." I said softly under my breath until I burst once more breaking the silence "No! I do, I really do want you! I'm crazy about you, always have been, but I can't. . .I can't do this to Scar, I can't because. . .you're her-" He stops me mid-sentence lightly placing his index finger on my lips. He carefully begins moves it around my lips in a seductive manner. I stay frozen taken by the moment.

Abel moves in, close enough to hear him whisper. His finger still softly grazing on my lip, he examines my face with wide eyes. He meets my eyes after a moment and whispers "I know, baby, I know, we're in a complicated situation. I know this is crossing a big line, and I know you're scared. . .but I also know you want this. And I want you too, I'm scared too, but more than anything I want you. So, right now tune everything out, keep your focus on me, and breathe. It's just us right now. Nobody else but us." My eyes close and I'm taken by his words. His finger slowly enters in my mouth as he gently begins to peck the lower side of my neck. 'God is this happening?' I thought to myself 'is this really happening?'