COLD BLUE

Chapter 5

"HOW DO I LIKE TO. . .WHAT?" I said in a confused tone, wondering if I heard his phrase correctly. He grinned, looking down, then met my confused face. He began laughing at me, at how naive I was. My conscious sticks her tongue at him in annoyance. "I said how do you like to play?" He said in a more playful tone. My eyes widen in to his question, along with a sudden warmth rushing to my cheeks. 'Play? He wants to play with me?' I thought to myself remembering we were doing exactly that not to long ago. He looked at me, his eyes a warmer blue that sparkled with curiosity. "Well?" He said bringing me back from my thoughts. I realized I didn't have an answer to his question. "Um right," I said nervously trying to think of a way to stall enough time to think of a response. "Play, how do I like to play. . .ummm that's a good question" I stalled. What was I suppose to say, I didn't even know what I liked. I never even 'played' in my life. "Sounds to me like you don't have an answer."

"No, no I do. I like to play sometimes," I chuckle nervously. "It's okay if you don't know what you like maybe you're just sexually inexperienced?"

"Well. . ." I said leaving him confused. He looked at me with curiosity in his eyes, thinking about were I was going with is. "Well, what Em?"

"It's not that I'm inexperienced, it's just that. . ."

"Just that what?"

"I don't know how to explain. It's just something I never got around to and well. . ."

"Emma it's okay, talk to me about it."

"I have no sexual experience whatsoever." Silence fell upon us. An expression of horror came across Abel's face suddenly realizing what I was implying. "Are you saying that you're a-"
"Yeah, I'm a virgin." I said in a disappointing tone. I closed my eyes scared to look at what his reaction might be finally admitting to it out loud.

Then I hear light chuckling, beginning to grow. It gets louder and louder turning into full blown laughter. I opened my eyes to see that Abel was hysterically laughing on the bed. I looked at him confused for a moment. Then I hisses and glare at him suddenly realizing that he was making fun of something that I didn't joke about. I punch him on his stomach as hard as I could ending his laughter and blowing out his air. I get up from the bed to leave the room, but he suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled me down towards him. I hear him speak softly "Hey, hey, hey, where you going, come here baby." He looks at me still smiling, God his smile was hypnotic. Abel leans in for w kiss and I move back as though denying it. Then he grabs me by my chin and holds me still and gives me long pecks on the lips. He breaks away leaving me with the taste of his lips.

"I wasn't laughing at you, just this situation."

"What do you mean?"

"It's fine that you're not experienced, I just never expected the situation to be so dire."

"Oh, so I'm a situation now?"

"No Em, that's not what I meant."

"Then, clarify Abel."

"It's just. . ." He stopped for a moment looking puzzled. 'What are you thinking about know' my conscious hissed still being offended by his laughing. He looks at me his eyes were different I felt the atmosphere change. "You're a virgin." He said, something in his tone was off. He didn't laugh, and he looked more concerned this time. "Abel, what's wrong? You're acting ridiculously bipolar right now."

"Fuck, this makes things more complicated now."

"Complicated? Abel seriously, you're making me anxious and upset the hell is your deal?"

"You're a virgin! I know I didn't make it seem all that bad but it just hit me." He bursted leaving me dumbfounded. Why was he making a big deal out of it now. What the hell did he just realize anyway. We look at each other in silence. The electricity was there even though no one talked. "Look," Abel said the toned in his voice was calm and kind now. "It's okay if your not experienced, I'll gladly show you what I know." He sends chills of excitement down my spine and I bite on my lip. He leans in for a kiss and bites down on my lip making everything within me tighten. He slides a hand down my thigh. His lips begin to move down my neck making my blood rush. His lips were exhilarating "I can teach you," he whispered low taking brief pauses between the words while he continued to kiss my neck "everything. I know." He stopped moving his head slightly backwards so he could look at me. My eyelids opened slowly revealing his beauty to me, I blushed looking into those Icy colored eyes.